Forgiveness

 
   
 forgive this feeble attempt at capturing you  
 for a thousand notepads could be filled with heartfelt words and still not give you even a droplet of your morning's due.  
 forgive this wretched insanity, that  gets in the way  
 of letting off the twist on the tip of my  tongue    
for what am I to do . where am I to escape???    
from your intoxicating  enchantment. wish  your heart was my fate.  
 merely peckered  your lips  
but  already convinced  
 that their sweet nectar was  squeezed  from the heavens o  what I would do just for  a sip...  
 of   your juice my dear  
your ways pummel the blackest clouds to submission (every raindrop... in your presence? just quivers in fear.    
"I'd spend my soul to bring her  peace, rest assured I would not mind......  
 was written in anticpation of someone such as thee  
 how can I be still? when I've never even seen    
anything like your kind  
They say angels  are celestial beings. Able to assist the doomed with just a brush of their miraculous touch    
this angel wasn't  afraid to wake up a monster  
maybe now you can understand why I like you so much.    
 heard this song playing from your heart ,don't know if it was intended for me to hear  
but it constantly lullabies  me to sleep I cant get it out of my ear.  
some nights my soul sings to the sky wishing that the wind blew a signal your way  
  so you could see how much this harlequin cares  really really just wish this dream could stay.  
 pray  that you find your way  
 you woke me from yet another death.breathed into me another breath  
showed me how to walk yet another step  
your preciousness not even alzheimers could  forget  
 beg  of you please don't turn a deaf ear to what I'm about to say  
 may a thousand curses annihilate my heart if you find any ill intentions in any single way  
please promise me that in your own time, someday  
you will open your eyes ,
realize that you've always been an  angel in disguise  
take care of your heart,guard it, open the treasures inside you  
 let the love that resonates in your soul guide you  
 your peace and well being is all that matters to me  
before i  met you I was blind  and now you're all that I see.  
 if life doesn't grant me....  
 the privilege to be with my longing's desire  
when this  body departs, a spirit will linger, shivering for the warmth of your fire  
only if you wanted me to, if not I'll just creep back in my igloo  
  make it my duty to watch over you  
I'm sorry that this  is so creepy there's just nothing I can do, to keep myself  from absolutely  adoring you.  
   
   
                                                                  *This poem is pretty old but found it the other day and figured I'd throw it on here.