Inside Of Me

look at my eyes
can you see the fire?
the glowing embers
that burn inside
a loss of control
that I cannot hide
or a rage that can't be denied

anger pushes me
to the brink
controls my thoughts
and what I think
changes everything...
inside of me

how many times
can I bite my tongue
before I slice through?
how much damage will I inflict
with thoughts I cant subdue?

how many words
must I choke back
gagging in my throat
how much vomit must I ingest
before I finally choke?

how many times
can I walk away
and keep my mouth shut?
how much longer
until I break
and I can no longer hold my tongue?