great teacher

I look in the wall right in front of me
I look to the left and to the right not knowing wher to go
if only I knew what to do
in the left is a nightmare and the right is nothing but warfare
and i refuse to go back!
i'll break through that wall and continue my attack
keep on surviving even if it means ripping your heart
theres only one way
but there are many decisions and they all lead to pain
one road is all i have to take
one way that will lead me day by day
theres no debts or prices to pay
everything's free so have it your way
the shadows have engulfed me and left you open
take your hope and rinse it with the blood you cried from before
you know you'll die only to get that far
but we have to be cruel and live life as it comes
my orders are to kill you right on the spot i never forgot
im done and your gone nothing has changed
when will it end
the lessons are harsh and cruel
but thank you pain i know its never in vain
you taught me well
if only i knew what to do when you're not there
all i can do is introduce you to everyone else
what will they think?
thats something id like to see for myself