vamp.

My face is happiest when wet
either being cried on from the heavens
               or just from my own eyes.
Do you want to get to know me? Do you like talking about your feelings? Are you insecure? Do you like me?
               Are you just a figment of my imagination?
                           Are you only pretend?
I know I’m no good for you
just sit awhile.
Maybe I’ll change
and then love you back
but the change is too hurtful
and I’d rather stay this way
               than be perfect for you.
Goodbyes aren't made for us
love you is much more suitable
except it's
cya if you're afraid of being overheard.
We’ll bask in each other's sparkle
               someday.


I stand above you
watching you writhe in pain:
you're bleeding out your soul.
I need you to live
I need you to breathe
CHANGE FOR ME


                this is surreal
                this can never happen.
                                              It did.
You are now purged of all sweetness
your innocence is shattered
                and I’m thirsting for more.


The fangs of my alter-ego break through
as hot liquid metal attacks my senses
punctured skin heals almost instantly
                be my soul mate?


2 parts of 1 whole
                created separately
joined eternally again.
A stronghold of hard rock
protects your still-fragile soul
as the shield covering mine
is porous
and easy to penetrate.


Bruises hidden underneath cuts
           a buzz of sweet ecstasy
                 you know you want me
                 you know you can't have me
                 you now know the taste
                 of this forbidden, poisonous flower.
Its sweet scent beckons you
calls to you
you can't turn away.
My hands shoot out to transform you into my darkness
           become me.
                 Pain.
                 Joy.
                 Release.
                 Joy.
                 Relief.
                 Love.
                                  You’re mine now.
My energy is sapped
as you feed from my neck
and I from yours
                 this burning sensation...
                 will it ever go away?
...that’s our passion.
                 We’re now one in the same.
You’re everything I’ve ever wanted.
Will you help me save me from myself?


                  I need your heart
                  to keep mine from beating.