One Pill+Mouth=Free Pain

One Pill+Mouth=Free Pain
By Ashraf Hamed Junior
Dedicated to all of those who’s words hurt me, and made me stronger.
Dedicated to all of those who’ words loved me, no matter what

Don’t give into temptation they say
You have the strength, you have to perseverance, you have it all.  
Next time it will work.  
Just another day, just keep pushing.  
Do you think I am giving you drugs, this pain cannot be real!
Pain
Illness
Loving
Loved
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Mother keeping me strong
Outraged toward society
Universe collapsing in
The room spinning
Hell, I’ve done it all
Free pain is better than pain
Can’t you all except that
My life has been branded by the one who wrote my story
The story that I am always the main character
The story which I save the heroine, and steal from the rich
Give to the poor
Can’t I skip this test, and move on with life.  Can I be happy for once
Perseverance
Ill formed
Lady of the night, take me to your sleep
Lady of the day, wake me with your help
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Mother, Grandparents, Friends and Sister.  Standing by my side, while everyone froze
Outré to all of those who froze, you where wrong, but still won’t admit their faults.
Undivided attention outside these walls, pity is what I see
Hell, I’ve hated this after all
Free pain is better than pain
Can’t you see that
My life’s stability is now changing
For good, nor bad.
I will fight, but no more
The battle they’ve won
The war is still on
I will continue to fight, till it fades into the warming light, or the cold darkness
I am, You are, We will be who we are until we start listening to our own beat then others.