Hint Two: I Lied

Yes love,
I lied.
You must look past that.
You have to see the truth.
Don't leave me here, in shambles,
you, my friend,
are my last resort.
I sound taunting
and I am.
Because
she loves me
as much as you.
Can't you see that?
I promised you
so much.
But I can't.
Unless
you
look.
Look at me, this is my only hope,
because nothing else,
nothing
will.
I reluctantly
want
to be saved.
I
am afraid to die,
more afraid to live,
most afraid
to be alone,
unheard.
I'll piece together my story for you.
If you'll only look.
But I want you to know,
I never
meant
to lie
to you.