High school sweetheart.

You think that when you call,
I come running back.
Like a leech.
No,
That's not what's gonna happen.
Today,
Is the day we started
And today is the day we actually end.
Last night the moon was shinning bright.
And it was full.
Just like it was back then.
But you were with him
And I was left to think about that night.
If you came to my door,
I'd tell you to go home.
But today I realise,
I'm free.
Your free.
But last week,
That wasn't a mistake,
You don't regret it.
You let it go on to long.
It was our last time.
But now I know,
We aren't meant to be.
While your stuck on the rebound train,
Going around.
I'm feeling better,
Not bitter.
I just had a hard time convincing myself,
You're not who I thought you were.
But that's okay.
I know you're kissing him,
Hugging him,
Loving him.
But I know you don't love him.
And I don't want you to love me.
These are just facts in my head,
I thought I'd share.
Go on with your life
And I'll go on with mine.
I deserve someone better,
I'll be patient.
Cause she'll be worth the wait.
She'll pick up the pieces
And I'll be a different man.
I don't feel anything when I see you with him,
Which is how I know.
I'm over it,
Now.
You were never the girl for me.
I hope for your sake,
That when you look in his eyes.
You don't see mine.
Cause you'll never have me again.
But just so you know,
I'm not convinced with your "love" for this guy.
I know what your love looks like.
So I just smile
And wait for time to pass.
And wait for the word to get out.
More than the stars isn't enough for who we are.
Only for who we were.

Goodbye my high school sweetheart xx