I Was Wrong

I told myself I could get over you,
I was wrong,
I lost more than a partner,
I lost my best friend.
I miss you like crazy, I couldn't deny it even if I wanted to,
But I wanna be worth more than what you made me out to be.
I dream, and I miss you so much,
I need to stop this though,
This is unhealthy,
It's eating me away,
I'm dying inside,
In love with a memory.
A memory that hates me,
It's clawing the edges of the hole in my chest.
I gave you my heart and I don't want it back.
I didn't know how to use it until you showed me,
And now I don't want to use it at all.
You can keep it,
I have no use for it.
I told myself I could get over you,
I was wrong.