10 things left unsaid to my ex lover

One... Although we were never seen in public , I often dreamt of the two of us holding hands like we weren't ashamed of ourselves
Two... I remember the day I fell in love with you
It was as if the horizon had broken in two , taking away all the fears I had before I met you but reality told me it was only temporary
Three... The bedroom was our favorite place and it was unfortunate that you only recognized our physical attraction instead of our intellectual spark
Four... You were the first person to cheat on me and get away with it
Five... If I could , I would've taken every inch of your pride and exposed you for what you were if it wouldn't have backfired on me
Six... I found the pieces of myself scattered around me
I was trying to pick them up again but you kept pushing them back to the floor with every call, text , I don't want to be your friend
Well maybe I do , I just don't know
You have me confused
Seven... I lost every inch of myself within your words , I almost forgot that I was a strong person before you came
But I can't blame you for the weak demeanor
I guess that just comes along with the emotions and vulnerability
Eight... Even after everything , I still don't regret that love
Nine... We painted these memories onto each other as if our minds were the canvas and our bodies were the mediums
We couldn't forget this even if we tried
Ten... I wish you the best in the distant future
To fulfill your wishes
I won't plague your life anymore but
Just know that our love was not the first and it sure as hell was not the last