Am i going crazy?

I can see them ... standing right there in the corner of my room
Waiting for darkness to take over so they can start to move
Wander about in MY room.
They won't leave me alone, keeping me up
Tossing and turning . Falling in and out of sleep
But the nightmares won't stop.
I can feel them... watching my every move
Waiting so i can fall asleep to take over my dreams
Nightmares and Dreamscapes
A dream no longer so my nightmares take its realm
As a child i loved to fade off to dreamland
Escaping all my troubles, escaping reality
But reality is not real enough and these nightmares have become my reality
I'm too afraid to fall asleep but i do it anyways
Everytime , every damn single time !
Its that drugged feeling again
Something, or someone is reaching out for me...
Or me for them?
I had nightmares before, but never this real
I can feel all those filthy hands touching me
Pushing me down!
You dont know how it feels to be borderline crazy. .. you dont
There watching me right now , they're right there in their corner
But he's alone this time so its more of a
HE'S WATCHING ME
I can't make out his face, and I'm scared
Never been so scared in my life
This headache won't go away and honestly tears are rolling down
I can't help it... Maybe its time i get help
To ... admit I'm crazy?
Or Death is coming for me soon ...