In blood and tears

Through the dust and smoke I can see,
Beneath the veil of liquid certainty
drowning in a thinly disguised nightmare
sitting next to me, all I need,
Sitting next to me, a memory long dead,
Next to me it seems to be a waste of time
In front of me, cathartic remedies,
swallow down the liquid amenities
The bright light shining down,
The smoke filling my nose and lungs.
The burn as the world twists and melts.

Something like a memory, veiled inside this dream
Too real, I can feel, the memory; the misery,
The solution dark, the answers one extreme
Blood and tears raining down,
All my life crashing; draining to the ground
Wash away all my pain let it flow freely
feel the pulse of life fade away,
the crashing sound the broken glass
all the memories of twisted agony
the pool of life drums the ground
flowing down till this life is through.

The life I've lived outside the light
Under the glow of heavy memories
Under the influence of my cathartic remedy
I won't remember anymore, not anymore.
Let the pain run down, flowing freely to the ground
Let me see the stream of silent agony
Flowing to the ground beneath.
Blood and tears crashing down,
A memory of darkened years
Blood and tears to take away my pain
Blood and tears to bleed this life away
Raining down to lifeless ground
Pooling silently beneath
Let the stained earth tell the story
Of pain of misery, Lost in memory.