The Changing Heart

Take this mouth that speaks
Take these eyes that see
Release your endless torture
Let oblivion take me.

Should I ever wound thee
Should my hand ever hit you
Do not hesitate even once
Lift thy blade, cut me through.

For I cursed myself for you
To allow such tormenting agony
Rip me apart, make me
Exactly who you want me to be.

I don't want to be that person
Whether insane or sane
The kind that knows nothing
The kind that causes you pain.

Welcome, kind yet cruel savagery
Tear me to pieces, tear me apart
I'll let you hurt me as much as you want
But please, for your sake, change this heart.