I'll Fly Away....

If I were to just pack my bags
and go
who would know?
for hours
that i was gone

That I decided

the wait...

was more painful
than everything else
I have previously experienced

That the want
was so great
it could no longer be ignored
that my soul,
my heart was literally
screaming for it

Or is that me?
and it had become so deafening
I did not hear it

till now?