Insanity

Everyday I wake up and I wounder to my self"why aren't you in a mental hospital?"I try to get out of my bed but this question still lingers through my mind.
Int he blazing heat that is my room.
Or the cold freshness in the living room.
I don't know why I am still in my house. In my bed. In this world.
People still don't see the corruption that our leader has brought up on us.
I know it's not all his fault. It is ours.
Are we truly going to live like this. Our forefathers didn't want this.
I don't want this. Because of this I cried in school.
My mind is in shambles.
I'm going to go insane if this continues.
The songs I hear, they are right.
We need to stand up for what we believe is right.
Stop the evil in this world.
The darkness will be our end.
Just listen to me for once World Of Unfair...
I woke up this morning to find that question in my mind again.
But this time it was more harsher.
It's yelling at me.
"Why are you letting this happen!"
I told the voice that I'm just a kid what am I to do.
It replied back to me."Does it look like this is a face that cares? No because it is yours! You don't really care do you!"
I am at wits' end.
I told it to stop.
It didn't.
It kept going.
so I yelled at it."Just leave me alone! I don' need to hear this! I have problems! so do you! Your me right? So does that mean that you don't care about this mess up world we live in?"
It didn't say anything.
"Just shut up! Go away! I don't like you! I don't like me! go away!"
All I heard were my tears.
I realized that I was having another breakdown.
Again.
I have truly gone insane.
So please some one help me.
Don't go insane.
Like me...