I dont know

I don't know where to begin
the sight of you breathes new life into everything
I never saw you coming out of the corner of my eye
I lived self imposed solitude
the most recent years of my life

I've seen some beauty
and done many things
and all of them seemed to work to bring
My life here to be yours
and I know the day is coming
when in an ocean our life will lay
but just know Ill never hate myself more than the day I couldn't stay