Family

Is this what you call a fucking family
Daddy chose the needle
Mama chose the money and pills
Big bro chose the coke
And I chose the blade
We are all fucking insane in our own way

Daddy why the fuck did you do this
Why was the needle more important than your own life
Why did you push me away
Why the fuck did you turn you back on us
Are the fucking drugs really that important?
What happened to family first?
I don't even know who you are anymore

Mama how could you just leave me like that
Was it really so easy to just drop me off with random people
So you could go make a quick dollar or get a quick fix
You'd rather go fuck random guys than give a fuck about me
You left me when I needed you
You use to care, now this money has blinded you
Do you even know I exist anymore?Do you even care?
Or is hustling all you care about?

Bro you promised me you wouldn't turn into dad
Now your in jail for a deal gone wrong
You said you'd fucking be their
You said you'd save us from this
What the fuck happened?
I don't see you for fucking 6 years and now
I finally get you back
And you fucked up
Why'd you half to turn into dad?

What the fuck am I doing to myself?
I sit here hurting myself
For reasons unknown to myself
The blade has become the only thing that makes me
Feel safe,it's become all I have
Now I'm trapped in a sick addiction

When did things get so out of control
When did we lose all hope
What happened to this thing we call a home
Nothings okay anymore everything has shattered
Now all we are is just a
Broken Home