i could only wish . .

Sometimes this pain is unbearable,
It eats away deep inside me,
This death feeling of once that was love is now cold hard hate,
This frustration claws away inside the corners of my mind,
The guilt written on my concience,
I'm surrounded by my own brokeness,
I feel torn & uneasy,
To feel without anxiety and misery,
To be by your side again,
To hear your voice,
I can only wish...This seperation is slowly destroying my faith,
and creating a void in my chest.
Sometimes i wonder if it will ever cease,
When am i going to wake from this obscurity?!
i wish...i wish...
i could only wish... <3