do you see me?

i walk through the cold dark morgue,
to where you weep over me,
i walk upon silent feet,
reaching towards you,
my heart breaking at your pain...



do you see me?



i stand by your side at the grave,
wishing i could tell you i love you,
seeking to hold you in my arms,
making everything right again,
it hurts watching you suffer so...



do you see me?



i lay beside you in our bed,
watching you hold the picture of us in your arms,
sobs of grief like rain upon our faces,
i want to brush away the tears,
and heal your broken heart...



do you see me?



i sit beside you in the early morning light,
as you stare at the bottle in your hands,
i feel your dispair and your grief,
so i touch your cheek and you cry once more...



do you see me?



is it me that causing you this pain?
putting you through all this suffering?
maybe i should  let you go,
let you heal and forget me,
so you can live once more,
as the woman i love not this broken shell...



please dont see me.....