Join Me In Hell

I feel the flames...
(I'm getting warmer...)
I feel the ice...
(I'm getting colder...)
My fingers drip with the sorrow that melted...
My hair molts with the guilt that's left
All I can do is burrow myself..
in the depth of what pain resembles..

Take my hand
(I'll show you the way..)
I can feel my heart slowing..
I can feel my mind blurring..
Images sliding..
Tears welling...
Breaths shallowing....

Pain did this not I!
Wait and listen..wait and listen...
It was too late, always too late!
Not enough time...not enough time..
Sleeping with one eye open !!!
Counting scars...counting scars...

When I awake, I will not be
Please don't say you'll miss me..