Why...

So much pain and what is there to gain from that? My heart is weeping as it is falling apart from hearing the words 'We have grown apart'. Tears are going down my face as I hear you say those words coming from your sweet lips. 'We can remain friends' is what I hear you say but you do not know how much my heart is yearning to be yours once again. I have fallen in love, head over heals and I am trying to stop myself but I am simply not being able to. I yearn to hear those words again. Three words and eight letters 'I love you'. You have brought so much love and compassion into my heart. Into my emotionless soul. Never before have I fallen in love and never again I shall. You will simply just move on while I shall be stuck in the past treasuring all those wonderful moments. Funny,  I still remember our first plan. Do you remember it as well? *chuckles* I doubt you do. Shall I remind you? We planed on robbing a bank with unicorns and muffin grenades just to order some pizza's and later on play some games. So many emotions are going through my head right now knowing some other will be able to hold you in her arms. Oh God. I just miss you so much. You do not know how much I love you and you probably never will. You are thinking to yourself 'Why is she so fucking stupid? Why is she over-exaggerating? Why are women so stupid?' The answer is simple, my one and only... I am stupid for not wanting to let go. I am over-exaggerating because I get jealous knowing someone else has you and I do not... And for your last question 'Why are women so stupid?'... It is simple really. We are stupid. Yes, indeed we are. Especially when we are in love. We shall allow everything to get to us. My dearest, that is our biggest flaw. But, know this my love, I shall give you my heart and soul. You may throw it away but I, my love, shall forever more, only be yours.