there aint one

Here I am
just sitting here
so help me please !!!
my body is screaming out,
no one knows just how I feel...
not my friends not my soul
its only me that can talk.
I want to tell you more about my self.
that I am in pain.
things are not rite about my self.
who should I blame ?
you or me...?
cos all I do aint your fault.
ill put pen to paper and tell you more
that things are not as black and white
how do you see me
how do you feel me
all I want is people to love me
all my live ive not done rite
but please give me the time to make it rite.....