Drowning

Slowly i sink
My crys surfacing without me
Cold, yet comforting

I always imagined my days,
Ending losing my voice.

My visions slowly fading,
I feel as if my chest's caving.

Thoughts revive in my mind like a movie
Every moment of sadness flashing by contrasting with my joy
Every tear, every kiss , every smile,  every fight with him
Now coming to an end.

I take grasp of my chest, giving away my will to live
My hand faintly reaching toward the surface once again
Before finally,
The movie finishes.
My body lifeless &
Every moment with him has become irrelevant.

Because soon he will find another lover
And i shall be forever at the bottom of this dark abyss
Drowning
Playing this tragedy repetitively