Never enough

Every day I cut myself wide open, just for you to reach inside and help yourself to all I have to give.
you keep helping yourself, then you just complain, that you didin`t like the way I put the razor to my skin. You didin`t like the way I spilled fresh blood all over your new clean floor.
So...what would you say? If I just walked away, would you just close your eyes, sigh and follow the trail of blood just to clean it up once again as you never remember to appreciate those who give. I can only take so much of your ungrateful ways, everything is never enough, you cause these tears and draw more blood.
You told me to sacrifice my life, all for you to be happy, all those sleepless nights, countless fights, a noose around my neck you just tie it tighter and want more. Then you say how dare I didin`t write back, have you seen my suicide letters? You say i must be "to good for you" and that "I only care about myself." once again, tell me this, and you sit wasting away your life to read this shit. Think what you have done, want to do and how you will never accomplish it. Tonight will be my last scar and letter too, death calls for me pretty damn loud but listen.....It calls for..