"Happy Birthday"

You wanted to say "happy birthday"
And if I need help, you'll be there.
Too bad you may really be insane,
Or that would actually mean something
More than whatever bullshit you're trying to pull.
A few days ago it would have been our anniversary,
I didn't even cry that day.
Your newfound ego is consuming your soul.
Before it you spoke of marrying me.
Then it was just murdering me, the slut.
Because you're a virgin, except for me,
Never had a one night stand, unlike me.
Which I had after you broke my heart
The first time out of many.
Where is my bottle of rum...
So I can drink 'til I pass out.
When I wake up I will vomit,
But at least I won't be thinking of you
And your puppet strings.
You haven't realized I tore free,
Or did I?
You're still getting to me...
When you said "happy birthday"
I spent the last two hours
Angry and sobbing the night away.
Fuck you, and your delusional brain.