Lifeless

Because of love and because of him, I stand here holding a knife in my hand facing into my chest as I look into the mirror.
My brain tells me not to , but my heart begs me to put it out of it's misery.
I leave the bedroom door unlocked, leaving it closed behind me.
As I force the knife into my chest, I slowly slide to the ground, watching my every movement in the mirror.
As I stare at my bloody reflection, I hold a written note in my hand...
Thinking of nothing but him.
As I watch the blood leak out of my cold body onto the tile ground,
I whisper his name one last time with my one last breath as my life fades away.
When my mom walks in to find me laying on the floor, she screams in horror.
As she calls the police and slowly removes the blade from my lifeless body, she sees a note that says nothing but his name over and over again.
She looks over at the mirror to find a broken heart drawn in blood, but as she looks more carefully, she sees no reflection of my dead body.
When she looks back at the ground to where my lifeless body lay,
She screams to find nothing but a puddle of blood and a note with his name saying, " I Was Never Good Enough..."
All of this... Was because of him...
All because I was stupid enough to fall in love.