why me?

Why me
Why have I been used
Why have I been misunderstood
Why does no one stay?
Why can't people see the reason I act like I do is because I need them here and I act mean or bitchy Because I know they’re going to leave like all the rest no matter how I act if I am a nice, sweet, mean, kind, or straight up bitchy
Why am I liked by so many but when it comes to love they turn and run
Why doesn’t anyone want to stay to love a beautiful person that would do anything for them just to show some kind of love?
Why me?
Why can’t my life just be simple one boyfriend one family that’s normal one school one of everything
Why can’t I pray at night for just one sweet dream without feeling guilty for actually praying to someone who I’ve been waiting to release me?
And this is where my whys turn in to what...
 What do I need to do to see the peace?
What should I do to find the love I deserve after my heart breaks?
What do I need to pray to, to let me be happy?
What should I ask people when they tell me they cry at night over the past we used to share
What is it that I’m suppose to do?


WHY ME WHAT IN THE HELL DID I EVER DO THAT PEOPLE NEVER DO?