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"faceing facts"

      I say "this" or i claim "that",

 but the truth remains THE TRUTH...

that it's all just a bunch of crap!

I HATE WHO I'VE BECOME and thats a fact!

A monster or some desperate beast,looking for

another sack so i can feast! My family is

thought of tye very least. A selfesh bastard..I AM A SLAVE ON A LEASH1

All the faceless 'friends', all the partys,no job, NO ENDS....the mess to clean up the very next day! Feeling like shit cuz the guilt wont go away!Very unhappy and always feeling uneasy. Just want to stay locked inside my home so nobody see's me!When i am awake it seems as though i am sleeping. When i am dreaming i dream my life was supposed to have so much more meaning! I could run and I could die. Or i could stop and least start to try.....Or i could wait for the worst so my family could cry...

Written by alwayslaughing (Krystal Montoya)
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