Deep sail

please listen to my soul cause my mind is occupied in a deep hole
im on the quest to find my scroll
where my destiny is to be told
patience is the key but i don't i believe what faith is to know
the difference of my pistol and what i am trying to control.
i wait patiently day to day to find my sins
blindly become angry and thats how it begins
dont loose your self for you want to win
but this patience is a blur
when the answer isnt the cure.