Why won't you listen?

Disguised I am, fit for perfection towards an everlasting endeavor,

Her voice, still echoing in my ears,
She burdens me to cease fire, but I do not surrender,

as the last breath of her scrimmage comes to an end,

I make my final conviction, under my sedative supervision, she takes an unearthly position, the most lustful description, her most fulfilling decision.