My love

I dreamt of you again.
It felt so real I could almost feel your touch.
Your touch was always so tender.
Tracing my flesh, knowing my secret spots.

My arms search for you in the middle of the night
atomaticly.
My arms ache to hold you one more time.      

My heart breaks when I wake and relies your side
Of the bed is empty.
My heart is mourning and felled with sorrow now
That you've left me    

I grab your pillow and hold it tight, take a deep breath
to fill my nose with you scent of cologne and cigarette.
 A smell I never liked but now miss so much.

The tears come and sting my eyes.
My eyes are now empty, no longer able to look
Into yours.

I try to quiet my sobs, but my cries always escape my lips.
My lips I press them against the pillow I hold remembering your sweet kiss.
Crying harder knowing I will never taste your tongue again.

Your tongue I will never feel again wash over my body.
My body is now just an empty shell void of love.

 My love left my side one night making sure not to wake me
Just for a pack of smokes, never to return.
All I have left of my love is his ashes in a urn.