Slow Pain...

That smooth lacquered black box, your name etched on brass tags...
I feel my heart begin to break, your blue eyes now cold and gray...
My soul is Shattered like glass, your smile is all wrong and glued in place...
Did you even know my name?

I remember you well, all that time we spent together...
I remember your laugh, all those drinks we had...
I remember your charity, all the places we danced...
Did you even know i loved you?

Why can i not forget your face, your look in that moment when you said "goodbye."
Why did i leave...
Why did i buy you the knife...
Did you curse my name?

Scarlet waters swirl down, your life slips away down the drain...
Black crows mock me now, they sit in the grove over your grave...
Gray skies are all i have now, my sun is dead and buried...

Did you save a place for me? i will be there soon...