Some people but not me

Some people make their fantasies realities
The go getters
Ones full of confidence
I watch mine slip out of reach

Some people speak their mind
Like verbal diarrhea
Never shutting the fuck up
I keep my thoughts to myself

Some people find the love of their life the first time around
Happily ever after
Till death do they part
I've managed to lose count

Some people do everything right
The church goers
Volunteering their time
I don't believe in their god

Some people never feel pain
Loneliness, heartache, solitude
The true feeling of emptiness
I wish I was one of those people