Poetic start

Poetic heart,
Poetic from the start.
The world tries to change her,
With everything she's not.
Sometimes it works,
But no one has the slightest clue.
Do you ever ask yourself,
What's the real you?
She knows.
With her poetic heart.
She thinks all day,
Things she wishes she could dream away.
But god knows even her biggest fears,
Cannot be drowned out by those spilling tears.

Pathetic heart.
Pathetic from the start.
Always ruining things, 
Claiming things that are not hers to keep.
It would all end with just one leap.
Off of something slightly steep.
She stays strong during the summer, spring, and fall,
But as soon as winter hits.. She loses it all.
Blank stares she receives,
Her mind deceives.
It will change with the leaves.
She has no control of what her heart feels,
She has no option to give it time to heal. 
Time heals all, the biggest lie,
My time ended when I said goodbye.