Thoughts4

I'm supposed to see Megan while I'm up here in Indy
She keeps saying she's busy and isn't sure when she'll be free
I don't think she wants to hang out with me
She just won't say it

I kind of want her to
I know it would probably hurt
I want something to hurt me
Something new to play around with

Last night I moved in echos
I would move
But I would still feel my body's movement being played back
Chelsea looked me in the eyes
That's her name
The girl I've been talking about

Bright blue eyes
Dark red hair
Porcelain skin
Face lightly kissed with freckles

A goddess

Our friend Sam waits on her hand and foot
She likes that
I can tell
But I'm a dominant man
I don't have patients for that
She knows that
I think she likes that

I feel good today
I'm not groggy
I can still feel the high from the resin we smoked last night

I'm starting to zone out
Maybe I'll write more later