near

I'm afraid of sleeping

then I'll be dreaming

and wake up I fear

you dont remember

me near


Its been a year

since Ive heard your name

still I say it everyday

so its still the same


You should have

been my friend

until the end

its must have been

my fears


You should have taken me

from this hard place

and it feels the same

I just say your name


I forgave you

you said I hate you

wish I could have been

a better man

I wish you could  have

tried to understand


theres so many days

when I think of the place

and the hearts that opened up

at the start of our race

we tried to win