Submissions by xXPaRADoXx
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
“just purging my mind here.”
Trust.
Something I’m lacking,
Is trust in another
human being walking this
earth...
Don’t put anything past anyone,
My father said
And now he’s buried
there...
So I live in fear
that the end is near,
Everyday of my life
Here...
“Above The Dirt”...
Is trust in another
human being walking this
earth...
Don’t put anything past anyone,
My father said
And now he’s buried
there...
So I live in fear
that the end is near,
Everyday of my life
Here...
“Above The Dirt”...
#anxiety
#death
#honesty
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Know.
There is a place,
within us all,
A smaller place,
not so tall,
Within your mind,
A spirit ghost,
A God mind,
A living host,
I hear your words,
But you dont speak,
I read your mind,
Am I a freak?
I hear you speaking,
Inside my head,
Where I am thinking,
Know whats said,
But you won’t talk,
Because your scared,
You wont walk
with one who dared,
To call your bluff,
and say its real,
I’ve said enough,
Cause you wont deal,
Just take your Power, ...
within us all,
A smaller place,
not so tall,
Within your mind,
A spirit ghost,
A God mind,
A living host,
I hear your words,
But you dont speak,
I read your mind,
Am I a freak?
I hear you speaking,
Inside my head,
Where I am thinking,
Know whats said,
But you won’t talk,
Because your scared,
You wont walk
with one who dared,
To call your bluff,
and say its real,
I’ve said enough,
Cause you wont deal,
Just take your Power, ...
#God
#spiritual
#SelfReflection
#meditation
#SelfDiscovery
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Don’t Go...
I love you so,
Close to me,
In my arms,
Cling to me,
Aberration,
of the life,
You once were,
Like the horror
Stories of lovers,
Who only
see each other,
Then discover,
Love transcends
all barriers,
Of time & space,
We can feel,
Your prescence now
I know somehow,
Loving the dead,
Alive.
Close to me,
In my arms,
Cling to me,
Aberration,
of the life,
You once were,
Like the horror
Stories of lovers,
Who only
see each other,
Then discover,
Love transcends
all barriers,
Of time & space,
We can feel,
Your prescence now
I know somehow,
Loving the dead,
Alive.
#dark
#dreams
#ghosts
#confessional
#nightmares
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Jerry’s Dead.
To return home
Bringing it all
Behind him
The fucking anger
And beers breath
Slamming doors
Leather holsters
Creaking moans
Mother screams
What about the kids
I just bury my face
In the pillow
And wish it away
I feal the fear
I hope I dont cry
To dissapoint him
Please God,
Make him stop.
The stinging slap
Of creaking leather
Or maybe a hug
She never knows
Who is coming home
A loving husband
Or Mr hyde
Again she cries
What about the kids?
...
Bringing it all
Behind him
The fucking anger
And beers breath
Slamming doors
Leather holsters
Creaking moans
Mother screams
What about the kids
I just bury my face
In the pillow
And wish it away
I feal the fear
I hope I dont cry
To dissapoint him
Please God,
Make him stop.
The stinging slap
Of creaking leather
Or maybe a hug
She never knows
Who is coming home
A loving husband
Or Mr hyde
Again she cries
What about the kids?
...
#violence
#power
#LifeStruggles
#ignorance
#inequality
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Tread Lightly.
Undestand me,
When I say,
You fuck me up,
I’ll have my day,
So watch yourself,
Tread lightly dear,
For I can sense,
A wrong done here,
Late nights out,
I’m stuck in,
Can tell you’re lying,
The shit eating grin,
So watch yourself,
Tread lightly dear,
For I can see,
Perfectly clear...
When I say,
You fuck me up,
I’ll have my day,
So watch yourself,
Tread lightly dear,
For I can sense,
A wrong done here,
Late nights out,
I’m stuck in,
Can tell you’re lying,
The shit eating grin,
So watch yourself,
Tread lightly dear,
For I can see,
Perfectly clear...
#anger
#anxiety
#lies #betrayal
#lies #betrayal
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A Moment Ago.
I was young once upon a moment ago,
But that sweep hand kept moving on,
I can almost see its blurring face,
Yes, I think it looks like me,
But that was yesterday; right?
No, it was only a moment ago.
#mirror
#memories
#myself #SelfReflection
#myself #SelfReflection
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Rainbow Candy Tripping.
Tuning in and dropping out,
Sucking a sugar cube,
With more than eight sides now,
Erasing everything real,
Just so I can’t feel,
The spinning of the wheel...
Your so funny there, your face melting to the floor, dripping your screams, and puddling like a dancing river of silly putty, just bouncing off the walls, peeling images off the artwork in the abandoned halls of your mind...
I can see the colors of the air,
Iridescent flecks of bright
Rainbow Candy Tripping...
Thoughts are things manifesting concrete beings,...
Sucking a sugar cube,
With more than eight sides now,
Erasing everything real,
Just so I can’t feel,
The spinning of the wheel...
Your so funny there, your face melting to the floor, dripping your screams, and puddling like a dancing river of silly putty, just bouncing off the walls, peeling images off the artwork in the abandoned halls of your mind...
I can see the colors of the air,
Iridescent flecks of bright
Rainbow Candy Tripping...
Thoughts are things manifesting concrete beings,...
#drugs
#addiction
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2 Comments
Kill Me.
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I’m Not Afraid.
There is one thing
If I were to say,
That something
That won’t go away,
Although I search
Very carefully,
perhaps looking,
around, their for me,
Its something I’m lacking,
Everyone needs it,
For protection, Attacking,
Oh my dear, Its a fear,
All consuming, ever looming,
I’m afraid, that Im concluding,
I’m not afraid.
If I were to say,
That something
That won’t go away,
Although I search
Very carefully,
perhaps looking,
around, their for me,
Its something I’m lacking,
Everyone needs it,
For protection, Attacking,
Oh my dear, Its a fear,
All consuming, ever looming,
I’m afraid, that Im concluding,
I’m not afraid.
#fear
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I know.
So why are you reading this?
Why do you continue to scroll
with your eyes down this page?
Are you hoping I say something
that interests you?
Are you thinking what’s the point?
Well dear reader of lyrical, poetic, dramatic verse,
I am here to dissapoint you,
For I am writing for my own
amusement,
To kill your time..
To make you know, all you have
to do is stop reading..
Sure.. I knew you could.
Why do you continue to scroll
with your eyes down this page?
Are you hoping I say something
that interests you?
Are you thinking what’s the point?
Well dear reader of lyrical, poetic, dramatic verse,
I am here to dissapoint you,
For I am writing for my own
amusement,
To kill your time..
To make you know, all you have
to do is stop reading..
Sure.. I knew you could.
#LifeAsAWriter
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6 Comments
Fruit of The God’s.
How our golden souls,
Loose their shine,
How eyes black as coal,
Desecrate their Shrine.
So...
Shiting where you eat,
Is no great feat,
Dinning on the teat,
Of imperfect meat.
And now...
We think knowledge,
Is the fruit of the Gods,
It’s just human college,
Falsehoods facade.
Because...
Humanity’s great paradox,
From divine to devil,
Is a pandora’s box,
Of oppositional revel.
Loose their shine,
How eyes black as coal,
Desecrate their Shrine.
So...
Shiting where you eat,
Is no great feat,
Dinning on the teat,
Of imperfect meat.
And now...
We think knowledge,
Is the fruit of the Gods,
It’s just human college,
Falsehoods facade.
Because...
Humanity’s great paradox,
From divine to devil,
Is a pandora’s box,
Of oppositional revel.
#mythology
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The Light.
Happiness screamed from his insides
As a great discovery was made...
We are limitless
We are eternal
We shine like diamonds
Like the Suns grace
Into every dark corner
Of a world so frightened
Of what we really are.
Its all inside us.
But we must dare to
look inside ourselves
To see, we are the light.
But all who heard his cry looked away
and out side of themselves...
As a great discovery was made...
We are limitless
We are eternal
We shine like diamonds
Like the Suns grace
Into every dark corner
Of a world so frightened
Of what we really are.
Its all inside us.
But we must dare to
look inside ourselves
To see, we are the light.
But all who heard his cry looked away
and out side of themselves...
#heroic
#humankind
#strength
#hope
#admiration
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