Submissions by unloveable13 (Mischi3f)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
22nd Nov 2012 3:44am
22nd Nov 2012 3:44am
Tears that wouldn't spill..
Tears that wouldn't spill..
Begin to pour..
There is nothing left to stop the pain..
All is left, with no gain...
Begin to pour..
There is nothing left to stop the pain..
All is left, with no gain...
572 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
21st Nov 2012 7:03pm
21st Nov 2012 7:03pm
A vicious cycle..
A feeling of pain i can not explain..
It returns when memories resurface..
New circumstance brings them up and adds to my buried sorrow..
I thought I would be able to forget and look foward to the future tomorrow..
But i was wrong..
I feel as though being me is somehow wrong..
Like being the person I am is somehow a horrible thing..
Every time I begin to like myself..
A reason to hate myself comes up..
A vicious cycle..
It seems so unbreakable..
So i hide away..
Just to make it by another day...
It returns when memories resurface..
New circumstance brings them up and adds to my buried sorrow..
I thought I would be able to forget and look foward to the future tomorrow..
But i was wrong..
I feel as though being me is somehow wrong..
Like being the person I am is somehow a horrible thing..
Every time I begin to like myself..
A reason to hate myself comes up..
A vicious cycle..
It seems so unbreakable..
So i hide away..
Just to make it by another day...
616 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
21st Nov 2012 6:56pm
21st Nov 2012 6:56pm
I wish it would die..
A memory resurfaced..
Emotions return..
A scar is opened and blood gushes out..
Why does it hurt so much??
Why does it tear me up inside so badly??
Why does it crush me over and over again?
I wish it didn't..
I wish it would die..
I wish it would be put to rest..
FOREVER..
Never to resurface again..
Never to hurt me ever again..
Emotions return..
A scar is opened and blood gushes out..
Why does it hurt so much??
Why does it tear me up inside so badly??
Why does it crush me over and over again?
I wish it didn't..
I wish it would die..
I wish it would be put to rest..
FOREVER..
Never to resurface again..
Never to hurt me ever again..
623 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
20th Nov 2012 9:38pm
20th Nov 2012 9:38pm
He walked in..
He looks at me..
A smile on his face..
How could someone so wonderful love someone like me?..
How could a boy so sweet like a girl like me?..
How???
He walked in and changed my direction..
I was heading towards self destruction..
Depression consuming every organ in my body..
I wore a smile just as I wore a mask of happiness..
My eyes shouted of the pain I held inside..
All but one ignored my cry..
And he reached out..
I would not trust so easily..
But he never left..
He tried his best...
And in the end..
I reached for...
A smile on his face..
How could someone so wonderful love someone like me?..
How could a boy so sweet like a girl like me?..
How???
He walked in and changed my direction..
I was heading towards self destruction..
Depression consuming every organ in my body..
I wore a smile just as I wore a mask of happiness..
My eyes shouted of the pain I held inside..
All but one ignored my cry..
And he reached out..
I would not trust so easily..
But he never left..
He tried his best...
And in the end..
I reached for...
696 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th Nov 2012 3:00am
20th Nov 2012 3:00am
Love from Darkness...
Looking back into the darkness..
It was once a beautiful place..
But the black consumed it..
I look and all I see is pain..
Everything I thought was good, was just another illusion..
The darkness was coming for me..
Full throttle..
Who knows if I would have had another stable tomorrow..
My soul had nothing but sorrow..
But just as it was reaching me, Along came You..
And black turned to grey..
And each and everyday..
The grey loses its depth..
The sorrow no longer eats me alive..
It too has begun to subside..
All because I...
It was once a beautiful place..
But the black consumed it..
I look and all I see is pain..
Everything I thought was good, was just another illusion..
The darkness was coming for me..
Full throttle..
Who knows if I would have had another stable tomorrow..
My soul had nothing but sorrow..
But just as it was reaching me, Along came You..
And black turned to grey..
And each and everyday..
The grey loses its depth..
The sorrow no longer eats me alive..
It too has begun to subside..
All because I...
690 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
19th Nov 2012 11:00pm
19th Nov 2012 11:00pm
Chaos all around..
The sky darkens..
The world around turns silent..
It's a moment of peace that passes..
Then..
Destruction..
Everything is turned upside down..
Chaos all around..
Scars appear..
And everything and everyone who is near..
Begin to feel the effects..
Who is to say..
That they will survive the day..
Who is to say when it will all be put to an end...
The world around turns silent..
It's a moment of peace that passes..
Then..
Destruction..
Everything is turned upside down..
Chaos all around..
Scars appear..
And everything and everyone who is near..
Begin to feel the effects..
Who is to say..
That they will survive the day..
Who is to say when it will all be put to an end...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
15th Nov 2012 00:33am
15th Nov 2012 00:33am
I am a leaf...
I'm like a leaf blown in the wind..
Fell only to be tossed up and left to tumble on the ground..
Stepped on..And decaying from the lack of sun..
Seen but not cared for..I faded.. My colors hold no beauty..
Torn and ripped..I no longer have a stem..
In the storms i'm drowned by the pounding drops of rain..
I get washed away in the drain..And when the sky clears..
I'm drenched and begin to crumble from the rays of the sun..
I go from place to place with no definite home..get picked up only to be tossed away..
I am a leaf...
Fell only to be tossed up and left to tumble on the ground..
Stepped on..And decaying from the lack of sun..
Seen but not cared for..I faded.. My colors hold no beauty..
Torn and ripped..I no longer have a stem..
In the storms i'm drowned by the pounding drops of rain..
I get washed away in the drain..And when the sky clears..
I'm drenched and begin to crumble from the rays of the sun..
I go from place to place with no definite home..get picked up only to be tossed away..
I am a leaf...
764 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
14th Nov 2012 11:57pm
14th Nov 2012 11:57pm
Who is to tell?
The storm is getting stronger and stronger..
Suffocating..
Getting so tired..
Withering away..
Not wanting to waste away..
Don't want the pain..
But with out it there is no gain..
To continue?
To quit?
Who is to tell?
I just want to scream and yell..
I got back up where I fell..
And now i go through hell..
Who's to say what's best for me?
Certainly not anyone who pushes me down further..
And further..
They wish to see me fail..
And continue this hell...
Suffocating..
Getting so tired..
Withering away..
Not wanting to waste away..
Don't want the pain..
But with out it there is no gain..
To continue?
To quit?
Who is to tell?
I just want to scream and yell..
I got back up where I fell..
And now i go through hell..
Who's to say what's best for me?
Certainly not anyone who pushes me down further..
And further..
They wish to see me fail..
And continue this hell...
547 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
14th Nov 2012 2:37am
14th Nov 2012 2:37am
A pain...
Darkness forming..
An insecure feeling..
An emotion so unsettling..
Having to relive pain..
A pain so deep..
A pain that hurts so pure..
Knowing that no matter what..
There will always be someone else..
No matter what..
That feeling tears you apart..
Shreds you into a million tiny pieces..
Turns you into nothing..
And to have that feeling brought back kills you..
But knowing it's not intentional..
Only leaves you to be forced into silence..
And I just can't do this..
It kills me..
But i won't say a word...
An insecure feeling..
An emotion so unsettling..
Having to relive pain..
A pain so deep..
A pain that hurts so pure..
Knowing that no matter what..
There will always be someone else..
No matter what..
That feeling tears you apart..
Shreds you into a million tiny pieces..
Turns you into nothing..
And to have that feeling brought back kills you..
But knowing it's not intentional..
Only leaves you to be forced into silence..
And I just can't do this..
It kills me..
But i won't say a word...
772 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
11th Nov 2012 8:28pm
11th Nov 2012 8:28pm
The Cold...
As the night crawls in..
The cold unleashes its bitterness..
Attacking everything and anything..
She lies there..
Slowly allowing the cold to seep inside..
It takes out all her emotions ..
Then slowly it takes hold of her heart..
And it freezes over..
Leaving her to decay..
The night turns to day..
And the sun shines..
But she is hidden from its rays..
So she is left..
In the cold..
And the darkness consumes the last of her soul...
The cold unleashes its bitterness..
Attacking everything and anything..
She lies there..
Slowly allowing the cold to seep inside..
It takes out all her emotions ..
Then slowly it takes hold of her heart..
And it freezes over..
Leaving her to decay..
The night turns to day..
And the sun shines..
But she is hidden from its rays..
So she is left..
In the cold..
And the darkness consumes the last of her soul...
725 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
10th Nov 2012 11:34pm
10th Nov 2012 11:34pm
The absence of happiness
The absence of happiness is echoing off the walls of my mind..
It's something iv'e tried to get past, tried to leave behind..
Going with the flow..
Not knowing where this will go..
Feeling so low..
There is no word to describe..
What i feel inside..
Trying to get free..
Iv'e tried it all..
Only to fail..
I feel there is no hope..
No hope for me..
I yearn to break free..
Of this torture...
It's something iv'e tried to get past, tried to leave behind..
Going with the flow..
Not knowing where this will go..
Feeling so low..
There is no word to describe..
What i feel inside..
Trying to get free..
Iv'e tried it all..
Only to fail..
I feel there is no hope..
No hope for me..
I yearn to break free..
Of this torture...
720 reads
8 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
10th Nov 2012 6:53am
10th Nov 2012 6:53am
A feeling..
A feeling you can not explain
It is not describable for it is not just one thing
It is all that is harmful
And nothing that is good
Its potential is not meant for good
If not controlled can destroy you
If you let it in again it will not release you from its grip
It leaves you vulnerable
Like you can never be protected
If you escape it haunts you
Watching and waiting for its opportunity to overcome you
Its a feeling that is so unsettling yet
It becomes a part of you
So confusing
It's hard to tell the difference anymore...
It is not describable for it is not just one thing
It is all that is harmful
And nothing that is good
Its potential is not meant for good
If not controlled can destroy you
If you let it in again it will not release you from its grip
It leaves you vulnerable
Like you can never be protected
If you escape it haunts you
Watching and waiting for its opportunity to overcome you
Its a feeling that is so unsettling yet
It becomes a part of you
So confusing
It's hard to tell the difference anymore...
680 reads
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