Submissions by undead_soldier15

Whenever he asks me if I'm ok,
I say yes.
But that's a lie.
I'm not ok.
I don't want you to know I'm hurting.
You don't want me to hurt.
So, I don't want you to know I'm hurting.
If you ever found out,
I would hurt even more.
I don't know why . . .

As I slit my wrist, I watch the blood flow out. As I feel my life slipping away, I think of you and all of the fun times we've had together. I think to myself, 'would he miss me if I die today? Did he really love me? Was this all a dream?' No-one knows until they try. You said you never wanted to see me hurt. You tried to stop me, but you didn't succeed. I never wanted to hurt you. I know I hurt you and I never want to hurt you again. I would've stopped hurting myself if you had stopped destroying yourself. I know you won't stop destroying yourself so I won't stop hurting myself. You can do...