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POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
"The protege learns from the master, the master learns from the Gods." - George (Joji) Miller (Alias Filthy Frank)
Small Flower
It hurts when someone is your whole world and you let the stars shine on them before anyone else
But for you, to them, you are merely just a small flower.
Something they love and cherish, maybe
But you still don’t get to have the stars shine on you,
only the wind that passes by sometimes when it has time.
And you can’t beg them to make you their world, no that would be selfish of you
So instead you cry drops of water because you care for them more than they care for you
But you just can’t help yourself and leave because your roots are dug in just a little too...
But for you, to them, you are merely just a small flower.
Something they love and cherish, maybe
But you still don’t get to have the stars shine on you,
only the wind that passes by sometimes when it has time.
And you can’t beg them to make you their world, no that would be selfish of you
So instead you cry drops of water because you care for them more than they care for you
But you just can’t help yourself and leave because your roots are dug in just a little too...
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Gone.
I haven't been on this site in a a long time. Two years in fact. I've grown a lot and am quite frankly shocked at half of what I wrote on here. I was certainly crying out for help and support. And I received it, but not in the usual way. I went to New York and found myself in the dirty streets and muraled walls down on Jamaica Avenue, in the gutters of Manhattan. I went to Las Vegas and blinded myself from the pain on Freemont by staring to hard into the Golden Nuggets lights. I went through High School and drowned out the abuse out on the field with my Marching Band. People meet me out on...
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Suicide Note
skys falling.
birds calling.
grim is near.
music in my ear.
distance tells
winter smells
so sweet
find a river
bond my hands
bloody myself
& lay me down.
if you see
don't make sounds
do not lift me
off icy grounds.
let me die please
all i ask is for you
to sing to me.
its the least you
could do.
suns falling
crickets calling
childrens screams
fill my ear
as my last sunset
dissappears.
birds calling.
grim is near.
music in my ear.
distance tells
winter smells
so sweet
find a river
bond my hands
bloody myself
& lay me down.
if you see
don't make sounds
do not lift me
off icy grounds.
let me die please
all i ask is for you
to sing to me.
its the least you
could do.
suns falling
crickets calling
childrens screams
fill my ear
as my last sunset
dissappears.
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Magic
I draw with silver
and it turns red
on a canvas that
has been messed
up many times
And when the red dries,
it leaves a mark
and I draw another
Magic
and it turns red
on a canvas that
has been messed
up many times
And when the red dries,
it leaves a mark
and I draw another
Magic
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this is for
people humans
crying out
rejecting while accepting
the suggesting
"worthless"
filter block
your ok
not what they want
its blueprints society
makes tells you
"worthless"
your not
fake phony
this is for
outcasts and misfits
humans on anti-depressants
we are not
"worthless"
just
"priceless"
lets tear up
the blueprints
their liars
who conspire
aganist those
with a fire in
their heart
pushed us away
to die
but hell
...
crying out
rejecting while accepting
the suggesting
"worthless"
filter block
your ok
not what they want
its blueprints society
makes tells you
"worthless"
your not
fake phony
this is for
outcasts and misfits
humans on anti-depressants
we are not
"worthless"
just
"priceless"
lets tear up
the blueprints
their liars
who conspire
aganist those
with a fire in
their heart
pushed us away
to die
but hell
...
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the meaning of
pain
¡nvites
you in tells
you its alright
you're a(live) ?
can't
l¡e
to you i
mean its you
you're (feeling) it
pain guards us
puts up its
wall on love
on honesty
on emotion
block|||||| love
the meaning of pain is
to make
tears '
'
'
'
fall
"no
its not
to fucking
protect me
its to hurt me"
they wonder why the
///\\\///\\//\/\/\\\\///\'s
cover my...
¡nvites
you in tells
you its alright
you're a(live) ?
can't
l¡e
to you i
mean its you
you're (feeling) it
pain guards us
puts up its
wall on love
on honesty
on emotion
block|||||| love
the meaning of pain is
to make
tears '
'
'
'
fall
"no
its not
to fucking
protect me
its to hurt me"
they wonder why the
///\\\///\\//\/\/\\\\///\'s
cover my...
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hush hush
shush you say
kisses cause red blush
escalated
temper my lust
soft touch
lean in i must
run
hands through lush
hair such
love moan
hush hush
kisses cause red blush
escalated
temper my lust
soft touch
lean in i must
run
hands through lush
hair such
love moan
hush hush
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seiL
siel
era lla uoy reve llet em
sti citpyrc
a retsnom i t'nod
deen
ekat ti yawa
erofeb eh sllik em
t'nac llet ytilaer morf
ysatnaf
eramthgin
ekaw em pu esaelp
tsol
gninaem
era lla uoy reve llet em
sti citpyrc
a retsnom i t'nod
deen
ekat ti yawa
erofeb eh sllik em
t'nac llet ytilaer morf
ysatnaf
eramthgin
ekaw em pu esaelp
tsol
gninaem
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with thought i
the relationship
painBETWEENbeauty and
purple love
the ;ce
b r e a k s away
b o f
e u e
n r e
e t
a
t
h wings
shatter we
kiss 1nce
before death
fly
with thought i
pluck fhe fl•wer
hold it close to heart(s)
¡ l•^e him
swim soaked in my
s
u n
s h
i
ne
meclose
hold
painBETWEENbeauty and
purple love
the ;ce
b r e a k s away
b o f
e u e
n r e
e t
a
t
h wings
shatter we
kiss 1nce
before death
fly
with thought i
pluck fhe fl•wer
hold it close to heart(s)
¡ l•^e him
swim soaked in my
s
u n
s h
i
ne
meclose
hold
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always
apoligize
i do
to
all i hurt
in my
heart
c
rush
e
d
you
learning my warning
stone
uBETWEENs
heart(s)
d i e
s
e
p
e
r
a
t
e
me
from
you
take
alone and
i will
always
love
?
i do
to
all i hurt
in my
heart
c
rush
e
d
you
learning my warning
stone
uBETWEENs
heart(s)
d i e
s
e
p
e
r
a
t
e
me
from
you
take
alone and
i will
always
love
?
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Sofa
look at you, so old and worn.
your back not as soft upon mine,
your cushions slowly sinking.
your feet are swollen from standing
in the same spot for so long; your
rectangle prints indented in my carpet.
your arms so scared from the cat;
look, a burn mark from something,
i can't remember what.
you groan if something sits on you,
you bend low as if you can't bear
their weight any longer.
you smell like air freshener,
but that doesn't mask
that musty death smell.
your old, ill
slowly
dying.
i...
your back not as soft upon mine,
your cushions slowly sinking.
your feet are swollen from standing
in the same spot for so long; your
rectangle prints indented in my carpet.
your arms so scared from the cat;
look, a burn mark from something,
i can't remember what.
you groan if something sits on you,
you bend low as if you can't bear
their weight any longer.
you smell like air freshener,
but that doesn't mask
that musty death smell.
your old, ill
slowly
dying.
i...
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Shower
standing under the hot spray
that normally never feels hot enough.
but tonight its burning on my skin
like an acid rain.
my head is pounding with my heart
and i just hurt.
i don't want to move.
my shampoos scent makes me gag
so i just stop trying.
my stubborn personaility tells me
i can't just stand there.
i grab my razor to shave but
i end up nicking myself.
cutting used to feel good
but the sight of my blood.....
it sends me over the edge.
i end up on the floor vomiting
a thin watery substance.
the water...
that normally never feels hot enough.
but tonight its burning on my skin
like an acid rain.
my head is pounding with my heart
and i just hurt.
i don't want to move.
my shampoos scent makes me gag
so i just stop trying.
my stubborn personaility tells me
i can't just stand there.
i grab my razor to shave but
i end up nicking myself.
cutting used to feel good
but the sight of my blood.....
it sends me over the edge.
i end up on the floor vomiting
a thin watery substance.
the water...
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