Submissions by traceymaree
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
cant you see?
You chill me out, remove yourself...
You sit in your own comfy health...
you cant or wont see what I see...
The ridicule and games for me...
The txts and the mail games...
She hasnt and will never change...
She has to gossip, lie and fool...
And youre her playful little tool...
I now have proof of what shes done...
And none of its been done in fun...
But you wont see, cos you wont hear...
A word of me or my dispear...
I ask for only just one thing...
To just see me, the proof I'll bring...
But you wont let your pride come down......
You sit in your own comfy health...
you cant or wont see what I see...
The ridicule and games for me...
The txts and the mail games...
She hasnt and will never change...
She has to gossip, lie and fool...
And youre her playful little tool...
I now have proof of what shes done...
And none of its been done in fun...
But you wont see, cos you wont hear...
A word of me or my dispear...
I ask for only just one thing...
To just see me, the proof I'll bring...
But you wont let your pride come down......
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I knew!
You think I didnt no who told you!
Yes I did, cant hide her show!
Im no fool, I told to watch it!
She ran to you, couldnt wait tell shit!
makes me laugh, think I dont no!
Maybe have been ill, but im no crow!
I told her, shes the only one who knew!
You think I couldnt see through you!
I knew she was more your friend than mine!
But now I no, and thats just fine!
At least now I no and your the fool!
All that time I had the chance to hold the tool!
enough time to no what you were up to :-)
yay me!
Yes I did, cant hide her show!
Im no fool, I told to watch it!
She ran to you, couldnt wait tell shit!
makes me laugh, think I dont no!
Maybe have been ill, but im no crow!
I told her, shes the only one who knew!
You think I couldnt see through you!
I knew she was more your friend than mine!
But now I no, and thats just fine!
At least now I no and your the fool!
All that time I had the chance to hold the tool!
enough time to no what you were up to :-)
yay me!
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ugly
Its not just in sight ugly sits...
Its not just in pain ugly hits...
Its in our actions, in our mind...
In our reactions, over time...
Bitter and hateful we all get...
Not in some of us, to forget...
I now can see, just how things are...
Your forgiveness, too long and far...
Yes we do wrong, yes we heal...
We try to hide just what we feel...
But I no, I will look ahead...
You, will look back clothed in dread...
At what we had, and we did lose...
Will sit upon you as a bruise...
I will move to better things...
You'll stay waiting what...
Its not just in pain ugly hits...
Its in our actions, in our mind...
In our reactions, over time...
Bitter and hateful we all get...
Not in some of us, to forget...
I now can see, just how things are...
Your forgiveness, too long and far...
Yes we do wrong, yes we heal...
We try to hide just what we feel...
But I no, I will look ahead...
You, will look back clothed in dread...
At what we had, and we did lose...
Will sit upon you as a bruise...
I will move to better things...
You'll stay waiting what...
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Im found!
Years ago, I lost the me...
The me, I thought id never see...
But now im back and lost no more...
But not before I was out the door...
Im so alone, but gona cope...
Not gona weep like a dope...
I can do this, I am me!...
I am found, now that I see...
I want to welcome me back home...
So no, no more I'll feel alone...
I no that I can get through this...
I no now life could now be bliss...
But I no this, what ive been through,...
would never have done it, without help from you...
Even though you didnt stay, you gave me the strength...
The me, I thought id never see...
But now im back and lost no more...
But not before I was out the door...
Im so alone, but gona cope...
Not gona weep like a dope...
I can do this, I am me!...
I am found, now that I see...
I want to welcome me back home...
So no, no more I'll feel alone...
I no that I can get through this...
I no now life could now be bliss...
But I no this, what ive been through,...
would never have done it, without help from you...
Even though you didnt stay, you gave me the strength...
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if!
When love with two is ment to be...
Its to cope with all you see...
Even when things get too tough...
All our hopes and dreams are rough...
Thats whats ment to make us stronger...
Ment to hold us close for longer...
But thats when you made me leave...
Even you tried to decieve...
But I saw through what you did do...
Your actions made me so so blue...
I no I was a troubled soul...
I wasnt being just a mole...
You didnt have the love I had...
You just sat and got real mad...
If you had of gotten ill...
If you had more problems still......
Its to cope with all you see...
Even when things get too tough...
All our hopes and dreams are rough...
Thats whats ment to make us stronger...
Ment to hold us close for longer...
But thats when you made me leave...
Even you tried to decieve...
But I saw through what you did do...
Your actions made me so so blue...
I no I was a troubled soul...
I wasnt being just a mole...
You didnt have the love I had...
You just sat and got real mad...
If you had of gotten ill...
If you had more problems still......
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cold
Although things change, and cant go back...
I cant believe the compassion you lack...
Its not just you who went through hell...
Its not now you whos lifes now fell...
Ive done now all of I can do...
Ive apologied so much to you...
And still the hate you hold so dear...
Forgiveness no-where close to near..
My whole life I have had this pain...
Future now wont look the same...
But you cannot forgive me then...
When I was ill and couldnt mend...
But now Ive got the help I need...
This will help me to succeed...
But all I wanted, was you...
I cant believe the compassion you lack...
Its not just you who went through hell...
Its not now you whos lifes now fell...
Ive done now all of I can do...
Ive apologied so much to you...
And still the hate you hold so dear...
Forgiveness no-where close to near..
My whole life I have had this pain...
Future now wont look the same...
But you cannot forgive me then...
When I was ill and couldnt mend...
But now Ive got the help I need...
This will help me to succeed...
But all I wanted, was you...
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How many sorrys?
I wish I could take, back what I done...
I wish we went back to the fun...
Of when I was coping, of when I was well...
But you have now left me, a big empty shell...
the sorrys I said, I did mean them all...
But out you kicked me, and I took the fall...
It just wasnt me, the person I showed...
When you rejected me, out the tears flowed...
I tried to get better, I did really try...
But all you did was tell me goodbye...
I no you did help me, I no that you tried...
But when it got worse, my insides did die...
You got up and left me, and now full...
I wish we went back to the fun...
Of when I was coping, of when I was well...
But you have now left me, a big empty shell...
the sorrys I said, I did mean them all...
But out you kicked me, and I took the fall...
It just wasnt me, the person I showed...
When you rejected me, out the tears flowed...
I tried to get better, I did really try...
But all you did was tell me goodbye...
I no you did help me, I no that you tried...
But when it got worse, my insides did die...
You got up and left me, and now full...
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I needed you!
Lost, alone, angry and hurt...
I wasnt to blame, my health was the dirt...
I tried to get hold of it,tried to get by...
I hoped you would help me, you just made me cry...
I no I was awful, I no I was mean...
It wasnt my fault, was the illness we seen...
I tried to hold back, I couldnt see clear...
The damage ive done, I just cannot bare...
I hoped you would see, I hoped you would stay...
But you thru me aside, you pushed me away...
I couldnt stop crying, I was so alone...
My life fell apart, I have nothing to show...
I kept getting worse, I...
I wasnt to blame, my health was the dirt...
I tried to get hold of it,tried to get by...
I hoped you would help me, you just made me cry...
I no I was awful, I no I was mean...
It wasnt my fault, was the illness we seen...
I tried to hold back, I couldnt see clear...
The damage ive done, I just cannot bare...
I hoped you would see, I hoped you would stay...
But you thru me aside, you pushed me away...
I couldnt stop crying, I was so alone...
My life fell apart, I have nothing to show...
I kept getting worse, I...
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I love you
To hold you close, to see you smile...
To have you back id run for miles...
To touch your face, to kiss your lips...
Id do a million full-on flips...
Id give you everything I had...
If only youd be not so mad...
To hug you each and every day...
Id give my all, so come what may...
I love you there is no pretend...
I wish the hurt, I could just mend...
The things I said, were said in haste...
I cant take back now, what a waste...
I no I cant make up to you...
What I did so through and through...
The words I said, the things I done......
To have you back id run for miles...
To touch your face, to kiss your lips...
Id do a million full-on flips...
Id give you everything I had...
If only youd be not so mad...
To hug you each and every day...
Id give my all, so come what may...
I love you there is no pretend...
I wish the hurt, I could just mend...
The things I said, were said in haste...
I cant take back now, what a waste...
I no I cant make up to you...
What I did so through and through...
The words I said, the things I done......
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If only
Beyond reach you are to me...
The hurt too deep for me to see...
But I no that I did so wrong...
This road I walk now is too long...
Lonley, sad and without you...
My days ahead, just looking blue...
I no it seems so wrong to say...
How much I love you, and I pray...
That you will see the me you had...
Before I made you very mad...
I look at what I did to you...
And don't think I dont feel it too...
The nasty way I made you pay...
The many sorrys, more I say...
I wish you could remember me...
The nice one, I wish to always be......
The hurt too deep for me to see...
But I no that I did so wrong...
This road I walk now is too long...
Lonley, sad and without you...
My days ahead, just looking blue...
I no it seems so wrong to say...
How much I love you, and I pray...
That you will see the me you had...
Before I made you very mad...
I look at what I did to you...
And don't think I dont feel it too...
The nasty way I made you pay...
The many sorrys, more I say...
I wish you could remember me...
The nice one, I wish to always be......
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my polly
For years and years I lived my fears...
For all my life, ive cried out tears...
Days been up and days been down...
Sometimes days without a sound...
Doctors visits, pills to take...
Yes for mine and others sake...
Days to days and weeks to weeks...
Months to months and years ive seeked...
Forwhy my life is up and down...
Emotions going round and round...
One day up and oh so good...
Happy, smiling like I should...
Then a bummer, I feel down...
Walk around without a sound...
Then depressed and feeling bad...
Oh the tears, I feel so...
For all my life, ive cried out tears...
Days been up and days been down...
Sometimes days without a sound...
Doctors visits, pills to take...
Yes for mine and others sake...
Days to days and weeks to weeks...
Months to months and years ive seeked...
Forwhy my life is up and down...
Emotions going round and round...
One day up and oh so good...
Happy, smiling like I should...
Then a bummer, I feel down...
Walk around without a sound...
Then depressed and feeling bad...
Oh the tears, I feel so...
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sorry
I hate the things I said to you...
I hate how I made you so blue...
I no I hurt you deep inside...
When I left home, I cried and cried...
It was not me the words you heard...
The things I said were all absurd...
Im now alone, no-one to care...
Your love ive lost, no more to share...
Its all my fault, im all to blame...
The hurt you feel, I am the same...
Sorry dosnt make it better...
I cant even write a letter...
I lost the only man I love...
No more I see our flying dove...
Sorry is too easy said...
Tears now flow, as I lay in...
I hate how I made you so blue...
I no I hurt you deep inside...
When I left home, I cried and cried...
It was not me the words you heard...
The things I said were all absurd...
Im now alone, no-one to care...
Your love ive lost, no more to share...
Its all my fault, im all to blame...
The hurt you feel, I am the same...
Sorry dosnt make it better...
I cant even write a letter...
I lost the only man I love...
No more I see our flying dove...
Sorry is too easy said...
Tears now flow, as I lay in...
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