Submissions by traceymaree
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
and now I!!!!!
all this time of being down...
the me inside, now I have found...
I want to now forget the past...
And have a future there to last...
I dont need your attitude now...
Or your ex who is a cow...
I want me and me i'll get...
To be the best that I can yet...
I dont listen to my m8s...
that fill me up with more distaste...
You just listen to more bull...
Till you get your major fill...
You can think just what you like...
Do you think im gona syke...
Na, not now. youve made your stand...
You no more are my brave man...
Thought you...
the me inside, now I have found...
I want to now forget the past...
And have a future there to last...
I dont need your attitude now...
Or your ex who is a cow...
I want me and me i'll get...
To be the best that I can yet...
I dont listen to my m8s...
that fill me up with more distaste...
You just listen to more bull...
Till you get your major fill...
You can think just what you like...
Do you think im gona syke...
Na, not now. youve made your stand...
You no more are my brave man...
Thought you...
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and you!
Ill stand by you, you didnt..
Youll helpme heal, you didnt...
Youll stay with me, you didnt...
You through me out, you did...
You ignored me, you did...
You blamed me, you did...
You punished me, you did..
Your cruel to me, you are...
Your rude to me, you are...
You wiped your hands of me, you did...
Your ashamed of me, you are...
You care for me, you dont...
I suffered, you watched...
I was diagnosed with bipolar...
You through me out...
You were there for me?
Nope, you werent.
Youll helpme heal, you didnt...
Youll stay with me, you didnt...
You through me out, you did...
You ignored me, you did...
You blamed me, you did...
You punished me, you did..
Your cruel to me, you are...
Your rude to me, you are...
You wiped your hands of me, you did...
Your ashamed of me, you are...
You care for me, you dont...
I suffered, you watched...
I was diagnosed with bipolar...
You through me out...
You were there for me?
Nope, you werent.
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and you were???
At my lowest, at my worst...
As my tears began to burst...
Where were you, you were gone...
As for me, that was so wrong...
As i lost all I had, it didnt make me mad...
You, you left me. left me cold...
All my trust you had just sold...
I needed you and you were gone...
You no you were, so very wrong...
With my illness I did shout...
What you did, you through me out...
Out of your house, out of your life...
Cut me up, as if with a knife...
When I needed you the most...
You were gone, like a ghost...
Through me out when I went down......
As my tears began to burst...
Where were you, you were gone...
As for me, that was so wrong...
As i lost all I had, it didnt make me mad...
You, you left me. left me cold...
All my trust you had just sold...
I needed you and you were gone...
You no you were, so very wrong...
With my illness I did shout...
What you did, you through me out...
Out of your house, out of your life...
Cut me up, as if with a knife...
When I needed you the most...
You were gone, like a ghost...
Through me out when I went down......
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You are!
The best thing that ever happened to me, you are.
The perfect man in my life you proved to be by far.
I sit each day and think of you, my mind is in a blur.
My head is all mixed up and sad, my head is just a stir.
I look at what we had so much, and where we were to go.
And now I sit and look at me, So sad, nothing to show.
I think about you every day, my mind is so in pain.
If I didnt no this was an illness, id say im insane.
I cant forget your lovely smile, yours eyes so full of care.
When I was alone with you, I had nothing to fear.
You have the...
The perfect man in my life you proved to be by far.
I sit each day and think of you, my mind is in a blur.
My head is all mixed up and sad, my head is just a stir.
I look at what we had so much, and where we were to go.
And now I sit and look at me, So sad, nothing to show.
I think about you every day, my mind is so in pain.
If I didnt no this was an illness, id say im insane.
I cant forget your lovely smile, yours eyes so full of care.
When I was alone with you, I had nothing to fear.
You have the...
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were to now?
Lonley days, sleepless nights,
Without you nothings bright,
Cant look forward to my days,
All I see is lots of greys,
Tears they fill my eyes always,
My friends help dry them, so I say,
You, I cant forget the pain,
Feel my life is more insane,
Love is cruel, I see that now,
My life I wish from now to flower,
You back with me in my life,
Take from me that sharpened knife,
Wish to have you back for ever,
This sadness I want now for never.
Without you nothings bright,
Cant look forward to my days,
All I see is lots of greys,
Tears they fill my eyes always,
My friends help dry them, so I say,
You, I cant forget the pain,
Feel my life is more insane,
Love is cruel, I see that now,
My life I wish from now to flower,
You back with me in my life,
Take from me that sharpened knife,
Wish to have you back for ever,
This sadness I want now for never.
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wish I could cope
Ive dealt with the most, I no to be true...
I cant deal with the fact I lost you...
Everyday I wake up to see...
Alone in bed, you not with me...
I want to open up from my sleep...
you sleeping soundly in bed nice and deep...
But I awake, you nowhere near me...
I wish you here beside, close to me...
But I no you are still mad at me...
But it was my illness, can you not yet see...
Please forgive me, I ask of you this...
Please help me get out of this mess...
I cant deal with the fact I lost you...
Everyday I wake up to see...
Alone in bed, you not with me...
I want to open up from my sleep...
you sleeping soundly in bed nice and deep...
But I awake, you nowhere near me...
I wish you here beside, close to me...
But I no you are still mad at me...
But it was my illness, can you not yet see...
Please forgive me, I ask of you this...
Please help me get out of this mess...
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To have you back
If only I could turn back time...
Turn back time when you were mine...
The things id say to make amends...
All being said with no pretends...
I love you so, you cant chuck that...
I no I treated you as a door mat...
But wheres the forgiveness? I am now so sorry...
I was before now, and still im so worried...
I tell you again, I wont let this go...
I tell you again, I want you to no...
I love you so much, and always I will...
Please just love me back, please give me my fill...
Youre the man among men, you no this is true...
I want just the...
Turn back time when you were mine...
The things id say to make amends...
All being said with no pretends...
I love you so, you cant chuck that...
I no I treated you as a door mat...
But wheres the forgiveness? I am now so sorry...
I was before now, and still im so worried...
I tell you again, I wont let this go...
I tell you again, I want you to no...
I love you so much, and always I will...
Please just love me back, please give me my fill...
Youre the man among men, you no this is true...
I want just the...
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Im only human
Looking back and seeing all the wrongs ive done in life...
Makes me feel at times It could have ended in a knife...
But that was not to be coz there was time for me to heal...
If only I had done it in the time I had to steal...
But not so much to look at it like that now the time has passed...
Time is ticking faster now, life not so long to last...
But I can only hope a lesson through all this ive learnt...
To sit and ponder what ive done before my hands got burnt...
There is so many sickness's, around the world today...
Some people stand by...
Makes me feel at times It could have ended in a knife...
But that was not to be coz there was time for me to heal...
If only I had done it in the time I had to steal...
But not so much to look at it like that now the time has passed...
Time is ticking faster now, life not so long to last...
But I can only hope a lesson through all this ive learnt...
To sit and ponder what ive done before my hands got burnt...
There is so many sickness's, around the world today...
Some people stand by...
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only you.
If only I could get back what I lost when I had you...
If only I could think of you without feeling so blue...
I would jump a thousand ships or swim a hundred seas...
To have you back in my life, id say a million please...
I think of all your kindness shown, the things you did for me...
I think of all the joys we had, if only you could see...
I was the luckiest that I no, and wish things werent so wrong...
Id skip up in the morning and put on my favourate song...
You no if you dont no by now and think that I dont see...
Your the nicest person, a real man...
If only I could think of you without feeling so blue...
I would jump a thousand ships or swim a hundred seas...
To have you back in my life, id say a million please...
I think of all your kindness shown, the things you did for me...
I think of all the joys we had, if only you could see...
I was the luckiest that I no, and wish things werent so wrong...
Id skip up in the morning and put on my favourate song...
You no if you dont no by now and think that I dont see...
Your the nicest person, a real man...
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And there you were!
Sitting at home feeling alone, thinking of whom Id lost...
Then out the window I see a vision, the one I lost at my cost...
I looked harder there you were, a jump sprung in my heart...
Memories skpped around in my head, if only! we werent apart...
There you stood with your dear wee girl, my heart another wee leap...
Out I walked through the door, The guilt I felt oh so deep...
You didnt change, you spoke the same, as if we still could be friends...
A chance I thought, for me to try, to try to make some amends...
I looked at you my heart did swell, to think of...
Then out the window I see a vision, the one I lost at my cost...
I looked harder there you were, a jump sprung in my heart...
Memories skpped around in my head, if only! we werent apart...
There you stood with your dear wee girl, my heart another wee leap...
Out I walked through the door, The guilt I felt oh so deep...
You didnt change, you spoke the same, as if we still could be friends...
A chance I thought, for me to try, to try to make some amends...
I looked at you my heart did swell, to think of...
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I miss you
Everyday I think of you alone...
Only to me I have a moan...
No other is in my mind...
You alone, not us entwined...
I think about your happy smile...
The lengths you walk, not just a mile...
The sadness I did force upon you...
Watching your face turning sad and blue...
I hope one day you'll forgive the me...
The one whos died and will never see...
I hope you can no I do love you...
The everything I think of makes me blue...
From the very thought of all you did...
For me and all the shame I hid...
For all of what it was I did......
Only to me I have a moan...
No other is in my mind...
You alone, not us entwined...
I think about your happy smile...
The lengths you walk, not just a mile...
The sadness I did force upon you...
Watching your face turning sad and blue...
I hope one day you'll forgive the me...
The one whos died and will never see...
I hope you can no I do love you...
The everything I think of makes me blue...
From the very thought of all you did...
For me and all the shame I hid...
For all of what it was I did......
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Games?
I see and hear just what you do...
Dont think that now i'll be-come blue...
I see the gossip little game...
But im not silly or insane...
He cant see what you are doing...
But I am over all this blueing...
He can think your all ligit...
I think you are just a twit...
Go away play games with him...
You'll pay for your own sad sin...
I want to forget the past...
You'll be there and heading fast...
E mails,and yes, txts too?...
Go away, the all of you...
He will find out what your doing...
Then he, can sit there stewing...
Dont think that now i'll be-come blue...
I see the gossip little game...
But im not silly or insane...
He cant see what you are doing...
But I am over all this blueing...
He can think your all ligit...
I think you are just a twit...
Go away play games with him...
You'll pay for your own sad sin...
I want to forget the past...
You'll be there and heading fast...
E mails,and yes, txts too?...
Go away, the all of you...
He will find out what your doing...
Then he, can sit there stewing...
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