Submissions by traceymaree
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
12th Oct 2010 10:39pm
12th Oct 2010 10:39pm
new
New car, new life...
You gone, no strife...
No exs, no stress...
No bullshit, no mess...
New start, things good...
As for me, they should...
Lifes good, im fine...
Your exs, still a shrine...
You go, feel free...
Coz as now, im back to me...
New me, new things...
And im keeping all those rings...
And my photos, and my gifts...
No more exs causing rifts...
Im now looking further on...
You and your exs are now gone...
You gone, no strife...
No exs, no stress...
No bullshit, no mess...
New start, things good...
As for me, they should...
Lifes good, im fine...
Your exs, still a shrine...
You go, feel free...
Coz as now, im back to me...
New me, new things...
And im keeping all those rings...
And my photos, and my gifts...
No more exs causing rifts...
Im now looking further on...
You and your exs are now gone...
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SELF POEM
Published
8th Oct 2010 3:21am
8th Oct 2010 3:21am
bring me home
Home now and I want to stay...
To have some fun, to sing and play...
To see a smile on my face...
Not others looking with distaste...
I came through this all on my own...
No thanx to you, go chew your bone...
My freinds were ther to see me through...
To hold me up when I was blue...
You promised me that youd be there...
You kicked me out without a care...
You say kama will strike me...
Now its your turn, you will see...
I trusted you with all I had...
You just chose to make me mad...
Do your freinds keep, you warm at night...
Or just...
To have some fun, to sing and play...
To see a smile on my face...
Not others looking with distaste...
I came through this all on my own...
No thanx to you, go chew your bone...
My freinds were ther to see me through...
To hold me up when I was blue...
You promised me that youd be there...
You kicked me out without a care...
You say kama will strike me...
Now its your turn, you will see...
I trusted you with all I had...
You just chose to make me mad...
Do your freinds keep, you warm at night...
Or just...
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SELF POEM
Published
8th Oct 2010 3:10am
8th Oct 2010 3:10am
and now I!!!!!
all this time of being down...
the me inside, now I have found...
I want to now forget the past...
And have a future there to last...
I dont need your attitude now...
Or your ex who is a cow...
I want me and me i'll get...
To be the best that I can yet...
I dont listen to my m8s...
that fill me up with more distaste...
You just listen to more bull...
Till you get your major fill...
You can think just what you like...
Do you think im gona syke...
Na, not now. youve made your stand...
You no more are my brave man...
Thought you...
the me inside, now I have found...
I want to now forget the past...
And have a future there to last...
I dont need your attitude now...
Or your ex who is a cow...
I want me and me i'll get...
To be the best that I can yet...
I dont listen to my m8s...
that fill me up with more distaste...
You just listen to more bull...
Till you get your major fill...
You can think just what you like...
Do you think im gona syke...
Na, not now. youve made your stand...
You no more are my brave man...
Thought you...
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th Oct 2010 8:13am
5th Oct 2010 8:13am
and you!
Ill stand by you, you didnt..
Youll helpme heal, you didnt...
Youll stay with me, you didnt...
You through me out, you did...
You ignored me, you did...
You blamed me, you did...
You punished me, you did..
Your cruel to me, you are...
Your rude to me, you are...
You wiped your hands of me, you did...
Your ashamed of me, you are...
You care for me, you dont...
I suffered, you watched...
I was diagnosed with bipolar...
You through me out...
You were there for me?
Nope, you werent.
Youll helpme heal, you didnt...
Youll stay with me, you didnt...
You through me out, you did...
You ignored me, you did...
You blamed me, you did...
You punished me, you did..
Your cruel to me, you are...
Your rude to me, you are...
You wiped your hands of me, you did...
Your ashamed of me, you are...
You care for me, you dont...
I suffered, you watched...
I was diagnosed with bipolar...
You through me out...
You were there for me?
Nope, you werent.
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Oct 2010 8:05am
5th Oct 2010 8:05am
and you were???
At my lowest, at my worst...
As my tears began to burst...
Where were you, you were gone...
As for me, that was so wrong...
As i lost all I had, it didnt make me mad...
You, you left me. left me cold...
All my trust you had just sold...
I needed you and you were gone...
You no you were, so very wrong...
With my illness I did shout...
What you did, you through me out...
Out of your house, out of your life...
Cut me up, as if with a knife...
When I needed you the most...
You were gone, like a ghost...
Through me out when I went down......
As my tears began to burst...
Where were you, you were gone...
As for me, that was so wrong...
As i lost all I had, it didnt make me mad...
You, you left me. left me cold...
All my trust you had just sold...
I needed you and you were gone...
You no you were, so very wrong...
With my illness I did shout...
What you did, you through me out...
Out of your house, out of your life...
Cut me up, as if with a knife...
When I needed you the most...
You were gone, like a ghost...
Through me out when I went down......
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
29th Jul 2010 10:54pm
29th Jul 2010 10:54pm
You are!
The best thing that ever happened to me, you are.
The perfect man in my life you proved to be by far.
I sit each day and think of you, my mind is in a blur.
My head is all mixed up and sad, my head is just a stir.
I look at what we had so much, and where we were to go.
And now I sit and look at me, So sad, nothing to show.
I think about you every day, my mind is so in pain.
If I didnt no this was an illness, id say im insane.
I cant forget your lovely smile, yours eyes so full of care.
When I was alone with you, I had nothing to fear.
You have the...
The perfect man in my life you proved to be by far.
I sit each day and think of you, my mind is in a blur.
My head is all mixed up and sad, my head is just a stir.
I look at what we had so much, and where we were to go.
And now I sit and look at me, So sad, nothing to show.
I think about you every day, my mind is so in pain.
If I didnt no this was an illness, id say im insane.
I cant forget your lovely smile, yours eyes so full of care.
When I was alone with you, I had nothing to fear.
You have the...
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Jul 2010 10:42pm
29th Jul 2010 10:42pm
were to now?
Lonley days, sleepless nights,
Without you nothings bright,
Cant look forward to my days,
All I see is lots of greys,
Tears they fill my eyes always,
My friends help dry them, so I say,
You, I cant forget the pain,
Feel my life is more insane,
Love is cruel, I see that now,
My life I wish from now to flower,
You back with me in my life,
Take from me that sharpened knife,
Wish to have you back for ever,
This sadness I want now for never.
Without you nothings bright,
Cant look forward to my days,
All I see is lots of greys,
Tears they fill my eyes always,
My friends help dry them, so I say,
You, I cant forget the pain,
Feel my life is more insane,
Love is cruel, I see that now,
My life I wish from now to flower,
You back with me in my life,
Take from me that sharpened knife,
Wish to have you back for ever,
This sadness I want now for never.
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
23rd Jul 2010 1:30am
23rd Jul 2010 1:30am
wish I could cope
Ive dealt with the most, I no to be true...
I cant deal with the fact I lost you...
Everyday I wake up to see...
Alone in bed, you not with me...
I want to open up from my sleep...
you sleeping soundly in bed nice and deep...
But I awake, you nowhere near me...
I wish you here beside, close to me...
But I no you are still mad at me...
But it was my illness, can you not yet see...
Please forgive me, I ask of you this...
Please help me get out of this mess...
I cant deal with the fact I lost you...
Everyday I wake up to see...
Alone in bed, you not with me...
I want to open up from my sleep...
you sleeping soundly in bed nice and deep...
But I awake, you nowhere near me...
I wish you here beside, close to me...
But I no you are still mad at me...
But it was my illness, can you not yet see...
Please forgive me, I ask of you this...
Please help me get out of this mess...
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Jul 2010 1:23am
23rd Jul 2010 1:23am
To have you back
If only I could turn back time...
Turn back time when you were mine...
The things id say to make amends...
All being said with no pretends...
I love you so, you cant chuck that...
I no I treated you as a door mat...
But wheres the forgiveness? I am now so sorry...
I was before now, and still im so worried...
I tell you again, I wont let this go...
I tell you again, I want you to no...
I love you so much, and always I will...
Please just love me back, please give me my fill...
Youre the man among men, you no this is true...
I want just the...
Turn back time when you were mine...
The things id say to make amends...
All being said with no pretends...
I love you so, you cant chuck that...
I no I treated you as a door mat...
But wheres the forgiveness? I am now so sorry...
I was before now, and still im so worried...
I tell you again, I wont let this go...
I tell you again, I want you to no...
I love you so much, and always I will...
Please just love me back, please give me my fill...
Youre the man among men, you no this is true...
I want just the...
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SELF POEM
Published
1st Jul 2010 9:17pm
1st Jul 2010 9:17pm
Im only human
Looking back and seeing all the wrongs ive done in life...
Makes me feel at times It could have ended in a knife...
But that was not to be coz there was time for me to heal...
If only I had done it in the time I had to steal...
But not so much to look at it like that now the time has passed...
Time is ticking faster now, life not so long to last...
But I can only hope a lesson through all this ive learnt...
To sit and ponder what ive done before my hands got burnt...
There is so many sickness's, around the world today...
Some people stand by...
Makes me feel at times It could have ended in a knife...
But that was not to be coz there was time for me to heal...
If only I had done it in the time I had to steal...
But not so much to look at it like that now the time has passed...
Time is ticking faster now, life not so long to last...
But I can only hope a lesson through all this ive learnt...
To sit and ponder what ive done before my hands got burnt...
There is so many sickness's, around the world today...
Some people stand by...
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
30th Jun 2010 7:05am
30th Jun 2010 7:05am
only you.
If only I could get back what I lost when I had you...
If only I could think of you without feeling so blue...
I would jump a thousand ships or swim a hundred seas...
To have you back in my life, id say a million please...
I think of all your kindness shown, the things you did for me...
I think of all the joys we had, if only you could see...
I was the luckiest that I no, and wish things werent so wrong...
Id skip up in the morning and put on my favourate song...
You no if you dont no by now and think that I dont see...
Your the nicest person, a real man...
If only I could think of you without feeling so blue...
I would jump a thousand ships or swim a hundred seas...
To have you back in my life, id say a million please...
I think of all your kindness shown, the things you did for me...
I think of all the joys we had, if only you could see...
I was the luckiest that I no, and wish things werent so wrong...
Id skip up in the morning and put on my favourate song...
You no if you dont no by now and think that I dont see...
Your the nicest person, a real man...
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LOVE POEM
Published
27th Jun 2010 9:20pm
27th Jun 2010 9:20pm
And there you were!
Sitting at home feeling alone, thinking of whom Id lost...
Then out the window I see a vision, the one I lost at my cost...
I looked harder there you were, a jump sprung in my heart...
Memories skpped around in my head, if only! we werent apart...
There you stood with your dear wee girl, my heart another wee leap...
Out I walked through the door, The guilt I felt oh so deep...
You didnt change, you spoke the same, as if we still could be friends...
A chance I thought, for me to try, to try to make some amends...
I looked at you my heart did swell, to think of...
Then out the window I see a vision, the one I lost at my cost...
I looked harder there you were, a jump sprung in my heart...
Memories skpped around in my head, if only! we werent apart...
There you stood with your dear wee girl, my heart another wee leap...
Out I walked through the door, The guilt I felt oh so deep...
You didnt change, you spoke the same, as if we still could be friends...
A chance I thought, for me to try, to try to make some amends...
I looked at you my heart did swell, to think of...
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