Submissions by smackdownraven
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DRUGS POEM
Published
9th Oct 2017 6:16pm
9th Oct 2017 6:16pm
The Meth Diaries~Final Entry
this will be my last entry
in the meth diaries
yesterday I slept hard
through the day
my wifi was down so I couldn't post
the night was horrible
I had drug nightmares
but this time when in front of me
I said what about the poets i'll be letting down?
& didn't do it in my dream
sad to say I didn't do that in life
I messed up again today
I thought about lying to you
because I feel like a failure
& didn't want...
in the meth diaries
yesterday I slept hard
through the day
my wifi was down so I couldn't post
the night was horrible
I had drug nightmares
but this time when in front of me
I said what about the poets i'll be letting down?
& didn't do it in my dream
sad to say I didn't do that in life
I messed up again today
I thought about lying to you
because I feel like a failure
& didn't want...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
7th Oct 2017 11:28pm
7th Oct 2017 11:28pm
The Meth Diaries~Frozen In The Ice
the smell of my last line
still lingers in my nose
& haunts me
i'm hurting today
when i'm high
I touch the celestial
just to crash back to Earth
I feel so low
I don't know if i'll ever be up again
the craving of the drug is insane
my mind is chasing it
plots ways of getting it
i'm phening
& my brain won't stop
my demons bite
with cruel attacks
they come after me
even while I sleep
places the drug in my...
still lingers in my nose
& haunts me
i'm hurting today
when i'm high
I touch the celestial
just to crash back to Earth
I feel so low
I don't know if i'll ever be up again
the craving of the drug is insane
my mind is chasing it
plots ways of getting it
i'm phening
& my brain won't stop
my demons bite
with cruel attacks
they come after me
even while I sleep
places the drug in my...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
7th Oct 2017 5:12pm
7th Oct 2017 5:12pm
Meth's Last Kiss
I am filled with a sense of apathy today
& I don't feel like writing
but I am pushing myself through it
depression has set in
i'm bipolar
& my balance is naturally off
withdrawal has only increased this
i've looked into the history of meth
& found out Hitler's scientists created it
at one time it was used as a depression cure
it works great
I find myself wishing it was still legal
thinking a lot about my last line today
i'm...
& I don't feel like writing
but I am pushing myself through it
depression has set in
i'm bipolar
& my balance is naturally off
withdrawal has only increased this
i've looked into the history of meth
& found out Hitler's scientists created it
at one time it was used as a depression cure
it works great
I find myself wishing it was still legal
thinking a lot about my last line today
i'm...
947 reads
8 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Oct 2017 3:40pm
4th Oct 2017 3:40pm
The Meth Diaries~Days three through six
today is day six
& I feel a great amount of shame
I didn't make it today without using
i'm down from a line every other day
to a line once a week
still I have to quit completely
I am lying to my family
breaking their trust
& it's causing me a lot of pain
I struggled through day three & four
my emotions were all over the place
angry, sad & depressed
on day four my pride was broken
as I chased it & was denied
...
& I feel a great amount of shame
I didn't make it today without using
i'm down from a line every other day
to a line once a week
still I have to quit completely
I am lying to my family
breaking their trust
& it's causing me a lot of pain
I struggled through day three & four
my emotions were all over the place
angry, sad & depressed
on day four my pride was broken
as I chased it & was denied
...
851 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
30th Sep 2017 8:42pm
30th Sep 2017 8:42pm
The Meth Diaries
I believe Meth is a conduit
a connection to alien beings
it allows you to reach space
touch the ether
communicate mind to mind
I think that's why it's illegal
the government doesn't want super humans
this could be argued as delusional
I could really care less
I relish the powers I possess while high
a mind change
snort a line & I am super woman
deities talk to me
they whisper secrets of the universe
my imagination opens up
the mudane muddied windows of thought
become pristine...
a connection to alien beings
it allows you to reach space
touch the ether
communicate mind to mind
I think that's why it's illegal
the government doesn't want super humans
this could be argued as delusional
I could really care less
I relish the powers I possess while high
a mind change
snort a line & I am super woman
deities talk to me
they whisper secrets of the universe
my imagination opens up
the mudane muddied windows of thought
become pristine...
977 reads
16 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
29th Sep 2017 5:47pm
29th Sep 2017 5:47pm
no keys to wonderland today ~ day one
I tell myself don't chase it
& you'll be fine
but once you're on the hunt
it's all over with
you'll run it down
until you get that rush
that crystal high
no keys to wonderland today
this is day one
to see if I can beat this monster
I never saw myself doing this drug
always kind of looked down on meth users
being a former heroin addict
I thought my drug superior
but after years clean
I got bored
& it was in my face
...
& you'll be fine
but once you're on the hunt
it's all over with
you'll run it down
until you get that rush
that crystal high
no keys to wonderland today
this is day one
to see if I can beat this monster
I never saw myself doing this drug
always kind of looked down on meth users
being a former heroin addict
I thought my drug superior
but after years clean
I got bored
& it was in my face
...
867 reads
11 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
29th Sep 2017 2:58pm
29th Sep 2017 2:58pm
The Tweaker Files
I want to cut the shit
all this talk of great things in my life
small words about nothing big
I've graduated from snorting coke
traded it in for a all day high
one line & i'm set
METH
i'm a tweaker
I tweak on writing
it will keep you going all night
on the drug march
Hitler knew what he was doing
employing this drug
i'm sure it kept his men loyal
with the need of this bitch
I've never felt such lows
while coming...
all this talk of great things in my life
small words about nothing big
I've graduated from snorting coke
traded it in for a all day high
one line & i'm set
METH
i'm a tweaker
I tweak on writing
it will keep you going all night
on the drug march
Hitler knew what he was doing
employing this drug
i'm sure it kept his men loyal
with the need of this bitch
I've never felt such lows
while coming...
927 reads
12 Comments
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