Submissions by shadowkissed (Montana Redd)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
"i act like shit don't phase me, inside it drives me crazy. my insecurities could eat me alive"
DARK POEM
Published
31st Jul 2012 1:55pm
31st Jul 2012 1:55pm
what a twisted world
I felt as if I hit just been hit in the face by a ton of bricks
I was knocked to the ground instantly
I wasn’t sure what was going on but I knew it wasn’t good
I was lifted up by the collar of my shirt
And was face to face with my captor
He was the predator and I was the prey
He was wearing a hood so I couldn’t see his facial features but what I could see
His eyes
They stood out all to well
I looked into his blood red eyes and saw many things
Hatred
Anger
Regret
And most of all I saw that he was scared
He slammed my head into the...
I was knocked to the ground instantly
I wasn’t sure what was going on but I knew it wasn’t good
I was lifted up by the collar of my shirt
And was face to face with my captor
He was the predator and I was the prey
He was wearing a hood so I couldn’t see his facial features but what I could see
His eyes
They stood out all to well
I looked into his blood red eyes and saw many things
Hatred
Anger
Regret
And most of all I saw that he was scared
He slammed my head into the...
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LOVE POEM
Published
31st Jul 2012 1:29pm
31st Jul 2012 1:29pm
give me a sign
You say you love me, yet you act so different to when your with me and your friends
You say I am worth it that you don’t want to lose me.
I see a side of you no one else can see
I love you so much but that you will never see.
I shed so many tears for you, you broke my heart, shattered it into a million tiny pieces then wanted me back
I forgave you and gave you my heart once again
Was it a mistake god only knows
Please don’t do this to me I need you more than you will ever know
So don’t make me regret giving you a second chance
Even if you break it I will...
You say I am worth it that you don’t want to lose me.
I see a side of you no one else can see
I love you so much but that you will never see.
I shed so many tears for you, you broke my heart, shattered it into a million tiny pieces then wanted me back
I forgave you and gave you my heart once again
Was it a mistake god only knows
Please don’t do this to me I need you more than you will ever know
So don’t make me regret giving you a second chance
Even if you break it I will...
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Jul 2012 12:21pm
30th Jul 2012 12:21pm
my story
As I sit here with tears flowing down my cheeks
I wonder why I am the way I am
Hated on
Blessed with this curse
People ask me who am I
Why I am the way I am today
Well here's my story
My mother she was a junkie
A slut
Popping any pill
Sleeping with any guy
Then I guess she made the biggest mistake of her life
Me
My father loved her
She broke his heart
I was three months old
She said she was just going out but
She never came back
She left us for another man then left him or another than left him
And is now engaged I...
I wonder why I am the way I am
Hated on
Blessed with this curse
People ask me who am I
Why I am the way I am today
Well here's my story
My mother she was a junkie
A slut
Popping any pill
Sleeping with any guy
Then I guess she made the biggest mistake of her life
Me
My father loved her
She broke his heart
I was three months old
She said she was just going out but
She never came back
She left us for another man then left him or another than left him
And is now engaged I...
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DARK POEM
Published
29th Jul 2012 2:26pm
29th Jul 2012 2:26pm
a battle with the devil
Yea I admit it
I'm not the skinniest bitch out there
But I'm also not the fattest
Yea I'm not the picture perfect face off your favourite magazine
But who is
If you look father beyond you will see everyone has imperfections
And even though you try to bury them deep you do to
Do you get joy from causing me hell?
I don't know if you've noticed but
I'm not that shy scared little girl anymore
That part of me was lost a long time ago
You think your tough, full of surprises?
But I know everything you have to say against me
Honestly...
I'm not the skinniest bitch out there
But I'm also not the fattest
Yea I'm not the picture perfect face off your favourite magazine
But who is
If you look father beyond you will see everyone has imperfections
And even though you try to bury them deep you do to
Do you get joy from causing me hell?
I don't know if you've noticed but
I'm not that shy scared little girl anymore
That part of me was lost a long time ago
You think your tough, full of surprises?
But I know everything you have to say against me
Honestly...
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Jul 2012 12:10pm
28th Jul 2012 12:10pm
because of you
You should of known better
Than to have a kid at your age
Was I a disgrace is that why you left?
You were my mum, atleast in a biological sense
You were never there for me
You werent even there to hear my first words
I was three months old when you left me
I didn’t know what was going on
You abandoned me and my father
Was I not what you expected?
Was I not good enough for you
Years had passed I hadnt heard a word from you when you suddenly decide to come visit me
What were you expecting?
That I'd run and jump into your arms
"oh...
Than to have a kid at your age
Was I a disgrace is that why you left?
You were my mum, atleast in a biological sense
You were never there for me
You werent even there to hear my first words
I was three months old when you left me
I didn’t know what was going on
You abandoned me and my father
Was I not what you expected?
Was I not good enough for you
Years had passed I hadnt heard a word from you when you suddenly decide to come visit me
What were you expecting?
That I'd run and jump into your arms
"oh...
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Jul 2012 00:36am
27th Jul 2012 00:36am
my silent screams
I scream
2 rounds left
I fire the gun
The gun that chooses my fate
Life or death
Angel or demon
My salvation
I can't go on in this world
This pain is just to much to heal
You used to captivate me
I was lost in your world
These wounds just wont fade
Theres just to much that time can not erase
I put the gun to my head
I brace myself for the impact
For my life was to worthless to even contradict
I take a second glance and look behind me At my friends and family
As My life flashes before my eyes
My mother slapping me...
2 rounds left
I fire the gun
The gun that chooses my fate
Life or death
Angel or demon
My salvation
I can't go on in this world
This pain is just to much to heal
You used to captivate me
I was lost in your world
These wounds just wont fade
Theres just to much that time can not erase
I put the gun to my head
I brace myself for the impact
For my life was to worthless to even contradict
I take a second glance and look behind me At my friends and family
As My life flashes before my eyes
My mother slapping me...
689 reads
4 Comments
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