Submissions by rubyredheart
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
Yesterday 7:12am
Yesterday 7:12am
Find me Jumping into Love
Don’t you mean fall!
No
Definitely jump!
But does it really matter?
Whatever it is
Gravity
Pulls me
to You
Through every lifetime
It will always be
You
No
Definitely jump!
But does it really matter?
Whatever it is
Gravity
Pulls me
to You
Through every lifetime
It will always be
You
#love
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LOVE POEM
Published
Yesterday 5:08am
Yesterday 5:08am
Far too long
I’m so heartsore
From half my heart
Being half a world away
& absent even more
For far too long
From half my heart
Being half a world away
& absent even more
For far too long
#IMissYou
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SELF POEM
Published
15th Nov 2024 7:22am
15th Nov 2024 7:22am
History
SATURDAY, NOVEMBER 08, 2008
so tired now.. ill wash my hair...and remove the contacts...and sleep and forget all else. maybe another day we can really talk. maybe another day i'll be happier and more content. maybe another day i can tell you what you need to hear--that everything is all okay.. that i am happy, satisfied, progressing in the life i have. but for now.. i think i'll just try to clean it up and sleep and forget how very very very much i still miss and need you and how empty it all feels without your presence in my life.
so tired now.. ill wash my hair...and remove the contacts...and sleep and forget all else. maybe another day we can really talk. maybe another day i'll be happier and more content. maybe another day i can tell you what you need to hear--that everything is all okay.. that i am happy, satisfied, progressing in the life i have. but for now.. i think i'll just try to clean it up and sleep and forget how very very very much i still miss and need you and how empty it all feels without your presence in my life.
#memories
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LOVE POEM
Published
15th Nov 2024 7:20am
15th Nov 2024 7:20am
How did we get here?
Why did we stop talking?
Was it my response
When you were ready
but i was suddenly too scared?
Was it one too many times
of drunken truthfulness?
Was it because i hesitated too long
trying to find the perfect words
when probably ANY
would have been better
than delay?
Was it discovering
how very much
I still love and need you?
Or was it your own emotions
that erupted with that realization?
I’m so sorry…
I miss so much
Hearing of your life
In your words
Meant for only me.
I miss your...
Was it my response
When you were ready
but i was suddenly too scared?
Was it one too many times
of drunken truthfulness?
Was it because i hesitated too long
trying to find the perfect words
when probably ANY
would have been better
than delay?
Was it discovering
how very much
I still love and need you?
Or was it your own emotions
that erupted with that realization?
I’m so sorry…
I miss so much
Hearing of your life
In your words
Meant for only me.
I miss your...
#confusion
#heartbroken
#IMissYou
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Nov 2024 7:20pm
14th Nov 2024 7:20pm
Monday, March 9, 2009 #2
i miss you. i really do. don't say, or even let myself think so often anymore. but i really still do. and tonight i especially feel it. i wish i could hear your voice. i wish you'd tell me little incidents of your life like before. i miss hugging the moonk. your voice--i really do miss that. a voice tells more.
#memories
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LOVE POEM
Published
14th Nov 2024 7:16pm
14th Nov 2024 7:16pm
Turn up the volume
I wish you could hear
How i carry your name
as long ago
Now, just the same
breathily whispered
with “I love you!”
crank up the volume
to hear every cue
in moans
and sighs
pleasure laughs
and orgasmic cries
proof of the climax
of you & i
Oh, to again,
Share that high
I wish you could hear
How i carry your name
Then, now, forever
I love you the same
How i carry your name
as long ago
Now, just the same
breathily whispered
with “I love you!”
crank up the volume
to hear every cue
in moans
and sighs
pleasure laughs
and orgasmic cries
proof of the climax
of you & i
Oh, to again,
Share that high
I wish you could hear
How i carry your name
Then, now, forever
I love you the same
#IMissYou
#passion
53 reads
SELF POEM
Published
14th Nov 2024 7:17am
14th Nov 2024 7:17am
Monday, March 9, 2009
Numb
these are the times i wish for those stolen memories to help me find that feeling again. i'll take a moment to see if the remnants touch me, remind me. i miss so many somethings that i don't even remember anymore. just now, i wish i could remember what it is i miss so much. i wish i could feel my heart beating hard and know just what it was beating for. but it seems hard to find and touch anymore. it's just been too long.
these are the times i wish for those stolen memories to help me find that feeling again. i'll take a moment to see if the remnants touch me, remind me. i miss so many somethings that i don't even remember anymore. just now, i wish i could remember what it is i miss so much. i wish i could feel my heart beating hard and know just what it was beating for. but it seems hard to find and touch anymore. it's just been too long.
#memories
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LOVE POEM
Published
14th Nov 2024 7:15am
14th Nov 2024 7:15am
Lonely without You
Always i dread
Each lost vestige of you
Because i need you
So much i need you
A part of my life
I dreamed of you again
A part of me
Together
Merged in body, heart & more
I’m always lonely
Without you
Each lost vestige of you
Because i need you
So much i need you
A part of my life
I dreamed of you again
A part of me
Together
Merged in body, heart & more
I’m always lonely
Without you
#IMissYou
38 reads
LOVE POEM
Published
13th Nov 2024 4:34pm
13th Nov 2024 4:34pm
Perspective
It’s not
Selective memory
Or rose-colored glasses
It’s perspective
Empathy & understanding
It’s trying to see
beyond myself
It’s “I still love you”
& “I always will”
It’s friendship true
And “can you forgive me still?”
Selective memory
Or rose-colored glasses
It’s perspective
Empathy & understanding
It’s trying to see
beyond myself
It’s “I still love you”
& “I always will”
It’s friendship true
And “can you forgive me still?”
#friendship
#memories
40 reads
SELF POEM
Published
13th Nov 2024 3:41am
13th Nov 2024 3:41am
sweet dreams (revisited)
FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 27, 2009
when i cannot sleep
i dream of you
often lately in the deep night
i dream of you
and am soothed
in so many ways
so many days
many dreams
yet only dreams
alone
lonely
sweet dreams
when i cannot sleep
i dream of you
often lately in the deep night
i dream of you
and am soothed
in so many ways
so many days
many dreams
yet only dreams
alone
lonely
sweet dreams
#memories
38 reads
SELF POEM
Published
13th Nov 2024 3:38am
13th Nov 2024 3:38am
Sunday, November 16, 2008
missing you
i took a bath
made love to you
cried
my split heart
wondering about the other half…
wondering
if you cut me out of your life
fully
forever
i've been looking for you
i love you so very much
even now
after so much
has died away
i took a bath
made love to you
cried
my split heart
wondering about the other half…
wondering
if you cut me out of your life
fully
forever
i've been looking for you
i love you so very much
even now
after so much
has died away
#memories
25 reads
SELF POEM
Published
12th Nov 2024 5:49pm
12th Nov 2024 5:49pm
Monday, June 09, 2008
to ____:
i miss you so much. everything just seems to reconfirm how special you were and how lost you are. i love you more than ever and still feel heartaches thinking of all you have been to me. your place in my heart can only fade at most, never go away. you're a perfect dream that once was so so real but never will return even for my sweetest nights. so now i'll simply live and it will sometimes be a good life, sometimes great and sometimes sad and lonely but always only life and nothing more--never again will i be in heaven. if only you could relate to me with this feeling. if only i...
i miss you so much. everything just seems to reconfirm how special you were and how lost you are. i love you more than ever and still feel heartaches thinking of all you have been to me. your place in my heart can only fade at most, never go away. you're a perfect dream that once was so so real but never will return even for my sweetest nights. so now i'll simply live and it will sometimes be a good life, sometimes great and sometimes sad and lonely but always only life and nothing more--never again will i be in heaven. if only you could relate to me with this feeling. if only i...
#memories
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