Submissions by ravibabygirl (babygirlprincess)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i been writting poetry since i was fifteen trying to get my poetry in diffrent forums and get feedback
SELF POEM
Published
10th Feb 2021 4:43am
10th Feb 2021 4:43am
depressed girl
i am a little bit insane
i cant wait for it to rain
to wash all my pain away
on this day so grey
why do they only like me because im pretty
i feel so itty bitty
why do you only want me for my body
why am i always judge by everybody
i have so much more to offer
i wanna scream like a toddler
my heart was big
you dont know what you just did
i want revenge i want blood
i want to watch you drown in a flood
maybe that not right
i shouldn't fight
im tired of being nice
was this my price ...
i cant wait for it to rain
to wash all my pain away
on this day so grey
why do they only like me because im pretty
i feel so itty bitty
why do you only want me for my body
why am i always judge by everybody
i have so much more to offer
i wanna scream like a toddler
my heart was big
you dont know what you just did
i want revenge i want blood
i want to watch you drown in a flood
maybe that not right
i shouldn't fight
im tired of being nice
was this my price ...
#anger
#anxiety
#rejection
#emptiness
#fear
241 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
3rd Feb 2021 00:48am
3rd Feb 2021 00:48am
cold
i can't explain how i feel
i feel numb i feel empty
i don't hate men i had so much time to heal
i have so many options plenty
yes i like to tease and flirt
but inside i feel so cold
i am more alert
i am bolder
its not my fault my heart hurts
i don't wanna blame you either
i don't know who hurt who worse
we had to take a breather
its like a switch that went off in my mind
now i tell these guys the hard truth
when i use to be so kind
stronger now than in my youth
i feel numb i feel empty
i don't hate men i had so much time to heal
i have so many options plenty
yes i like to tease and flirt
but inside i feel so cold
i am more alert
i am bolder
its not my fault my heart hurts
i don't wanna blame you either
i don't know who hurt who worse
we had to take a breather
its like a switch that went off in my mind
now i tell these guys the hard truth
when i use to be so kind
stronger now than in my youth
#anger
#rejection
#heartbroken
270 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
31st Jan 2021 7:35pm
31st Jan 2021 7:35pm
by myself
I'm always changing
I'm always evolving
like im a queen in training
I'm no longer starving
I'm just working on myself
all alone by myself, i feel good
i know you wish you could have me I'm going to excel
wish you understood
i can switch now top or bottom
i feel pleasure by myself
looks like i got their attention i got em
just me no one else
most guys i find lame they bore me
i get lonely but I'm fine being alone
now i feel so free
I'm at home on my own throne
i have so many options but i...
I'm always evolving
like im a queen in training
I'm no longer starving
I'm just working on myself
all alone by myself, i feel good
i know you wish you could have me I'm going to excel
wish you understood
i can switch now top or bottom
i feel pleasure by myself
looks like i got their attention i got em
just me no one else
most guys i find lame they bore me
i get lonely but I'm fine being alone
now i feel so free
I'm at home on my own throne
i have so many options but i...
#myself
#SelfDiscovery
271 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
26th Jan 2021 3:32am
26th Jan 2021 3:32am
not ready yet
I'm not ready to come yet
nothing is set
i think I'm bisexual
prefer bi-curious because I'm not sure
its easier to say this online
it's like I'm walking on a fine line
its harder to say to loved ones
will they shoot me with their guns
it's hard when you know where their beliefs lie
will they just look at me in disgust and say goodbye
they don't know i like BDSM
i don't think they would understand
i don't know where i fit in anymore
nothing is for sure
I'm trying to find who i am
but what if who i...
nothing is set
i think I'm bisexual
prefer bi-curious because I'm not sure
its easier to say this online
it's like I'm walking on a fine line
its harder to say to loved ones
will they shoot me with their guns
it's hard when you know where their beliefs lie
will they just look at me in disgust and say goodbye
they don't know i like BDSM
i don't think they would understand
i don't know where i fit in anymore
nothing is for sure
I'm trying to find who i am
but what if who i...
#family
#LGBT
#BDSM
#misunderstood
#bisexual
312 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
24th Jan 2021 1:09am
24th Jan 2021 1:09am
mental health matters
let it be the last time someone attacks my mental health
my mental well being
you want to trap me in a box or leave me on a shelf
you don't see what I'm seeing
i don't care what i did or said
you don't bring someone down like that
why are you mad because i see through the lies you fed
i never thought you would be so disrespectful how sad
all of this is for what because i don't sleep with you
do you know the literally inside it feels like im dying
why are you so cruel
this is real im not lying
i didn't ask to...
my mental well being
you want to trap me in a box or leave me on a shelf
you don't see what I'm seeing
i don't care what i did or said
you don't bring someone down like that
why are you mad because i see through the lies you fed
i never thought you would be so disrespectful how sad
all of this is for what because i don't sleep with you
do you know the literally inside it feels like im dying
why are you so cruel
this is real im not lying
i didn't ask to...
#anger
#anxiety
#shame
#frustration
#disappointment
509 reads
1 Comment
STORY POEM
Published
19th Jan 2021 1:04am
19th Jan 2021 1:04am
dreams
i have fallen to a dark abyss
no one around me but i don't feel scared or lost
until i start panicking the fear i have to resits
my soul is at no cost
suddenly the dark hole around me disappears
i just see darkness and trees
I'm in a dark forest not knowing what path is clear
in the ground i see leaves
then that disappears as well
not sure what's happening
did i die and go to hell
but hear someone laughing
i see a garden filled with lavender and other flowers
i see a harp playing by itself
i ask myself...
no one around me but i don't feel scared or lost
until i start panicking the fear i have to resits
my soul is at no cost
suddenly the dark hole around me disappears
i just see darkness and trees
I'm in a dark forest not knowing what path is clear
in the ground i see leaves
then that disappears as well
not sure what's happening
did i die and go to hell
but hear someone laughing
i see a garden filled with lavender and other flowers
i see a harp playing by itself
i ask myself...
#devil
#angels
#rebirth #hell
#rebirth #hell
316 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
19th Jan 2021 00:51am
19th Jan 2021 00:51am
i feel everything
i can't shut off my mind
i cant close all my emotions
i forgive you time after time even though you are not kind
its like were from two different oceans
you wished that i was cold like you
i question how do you do it to turn off everything
to not care it seems like something cool
you told me that its not i would hate to feel nothing
i have tried to close up to not love
it doesn't work for me you see
even when i have had enough
it makes me feel free
i have to feel
i need the pain
to know that its real ...
i cant close all my emotions
i forgive you time after time even though you are not kind
its like were from two different oceans
you wished that i was cold like you
i question how do you do it to turn off everything
to not care it seems like something cool
you told me that its not i would hate to feel nothing
i have tried to close up to not love
it doesn't work for me you see
even when i have had enough
it makes me feel free
i have to feel
i need the pain
to know that its real ...
#dark
#heartbroken
#emptiness
264 reads
1 Comment
ANGER POEM
Published
22nd Dec 2020 1:21am
22nd Dec 2020 1:21am
the spot
#secrets
#memories
#MentalHealth
#suffering
#fear
273 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
16th Dec 2020 00:57am
16th Dec 2020 00:57am
double standards
i was the one that cut the ties
because I was already sick of the lies
I didn't even want to try no more
no regrets I am sure
you always said we are just friends over and over again
when did I become the villain
I start at your name on my phone don't even want to press send
did you expect me to stay innocent and pure
why is it that men can be messing around and lie
you except us women to let it just slide by
if we do it its then end of the world
or we hear she a hoe i cant trust her
where is the logic in that ...
because I was already sick of the lies
I didn't even want to try no more
no regrets I am sure
you always said we are just friends over and over again
when did I become the villain
I start at your name on my phone don't even want to press send
did you expect me to stay innocent and pure
why is it that men can be messing around and lie
you except us women to let it just slide by
if we do it its then end of the world
or we hear she a hoe i cant trust her
where is the logic in that ...
#sadness
#jealousy
#secrets
#MovingOn
#manipulation
425 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
29th Nov 2020 6:26am
29th Nov 2020 6:26am
my monsters and me
when i feel in a dark place
I see them there near me
there is something I have to face
so I can fly where I meant to be
I don't want to fight these monsters
I want to embrace that I'm not perfect
even if I'm trapped inside a locker
I'm life is like a circus
i don't punish my self
if I feel dazed and confused
I just take a rest for that day
so I don't lose
its like there telling me just sleep it off
when I wake up I will feel ok
there is no cost
I wake up to a new day
I feel drained...
I see them there near me
there is something I have to face
so I can fly where I meant to be
I don't want to fight these monsters
I want to embrace that I'm not perfect
even if I'm trapped inside a locker
I'm life is like a circus
i don't punish my self
if I feel dazed and confused
I just take a rest for that day
so I don't lose
its like there telling me just sleep it off
when I wake up I will feel ok
there is no cost
I wake up to a new day
I feel drained...
#anxiety
#depression
#MentalHealth
301 reads
1 Comment
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
29th Nov 2020 6:17am
29th Nov 2020 6:17am
body parts
growing up i always had a big chest
some say its a blessing
as I lay down and rest
but I feel its half a blessing half a curse
other girls i see want to have big chest
they don't understand how i feel its not all fun and games
sometimes it can be dangerous like its a test
what are the gains
when i feel sexual its not ok
because you have to be innconcent but also now how to have sex
it makes no sense whats wrong with men these days
i just want to say good bye next
they cant see past this beauty
they say to...
some say its a blessing
as I lay down and rest
but I feel its half a blessing half a curse
other girls i see want to have big chest
they don't understand how i feel its not all fun and games
sometimes it can be dangerous like its a test
what are the gains
when i feel sexual its not ok
because you have to be innconcent but also now how to have sex
it makes no sense whats wrong with men these days
i just want to say good bye next
they cant see past this beauty
they say to...
#women
#teens
#misunderstood
252 reads
4 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
28th Nov 2020 1:23am
28th Nov 2020 1:23am
this is not ok
i woke up right now i feel like im in a daze
i took my axietty pill because today I'm not ok
i started thinking maybe I should dig my own grave
I don't know what else I can say
my mental health is decling
i swear this isn't just a phase
I know my thoughts are lying
i just want to start over and hit erase
i just want to feel ok
now I feel the Depression
now that I have your attention there's a lot of things I have to say
now I have a question
how does it feel that you pushed me to this rage
why everytime you...
i took my axietty pill because today I'm not ok
i started thinking maybe I should dig my own grave
I don't know what else I can say
my mental health is decling
i swear this isn't just a phase
I know my thoughts are lying
i just want to start over and hit erase
i just want to feel ok
now I feel the Depression
now that I have your attention there's a lot of things I have to say
now I have a question
how does it feel that you pushed me to this rage
why everytime you...
#anger
#regret
#lies
#suffering
#manipulation
272 reads
1 Comment
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