Submissions by rachael197

My life flashes before my eyes,
Im missing everything that should mean something
Im out of my mind most of the time
forgetting how to love
and only remembering where I put my blunt
Im lost In a room of smoke,
my head spins
It stops,
It spins
I dont remember yesterday
Or how I even got here
this was my biggest fear,
I forgot how to live.

I look in the mirror,
And gasp at the eyes staring back at me
They're red and glossy
The thoughts escaping my mind are wild
Ive lost control of who I am,
The words I speak are unclear
Every day I put on a mask of smoke
And light up another blunt.