Submissions by pure_emo117
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
13th Sep 2021 8:22pm
13th Sep 2021 8:22pm
yeah look idk.
im twenty five.
and im so done.
no drink, no sex,
no drugs, no fun.
im so tired, im stressed.
im extremely depressed.
from when i wake up,
till i sleep.
my mind contently repeats.
"Get up! go out!"
"you will work this out"
all i hear is false assurance
and it makes me wanna shout.
this lame poem. Helps a bit.
but honesty ill wake up the same.
same old brain, telling me the same old shit.
and im so done.
no drink, no sex,
no drugs, no fun.
im so tired, im stressed.
im extremely depressed.
from when i wake up,
till i sleep.
my mind contently repeats.
"Get up! go out!"
"you will work this out"
all i hear is false assurance
and it makes me wanna shout.
this lame poem. Helps a bit.
but honesty ill wake up the same.
same old brain, telling me the same old shit.
#anxiety
#depression
#forgiveness
#escape
#risk
236 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
31st Mar 2020 8:39am
31st Mar 2020 8:39am
You never even cared
Forever is just a word
Things always change
I never thought you would do this to me
Dropped me like a dog with mange
Narcissistic freedom
That's what you won
Your mindset is demented
Fucking my friends for a bit of fun
You destroyed my trust
You broke my soul
Never to speak again
Leaving me in this hole
You promised you were different
And in a way you were
At least you didn't beat me
Even if that i would have been what i prefer.
The emotional guilt
Playing with...
Things always change
I never thought you would do this to me
Dropped me like a dog with mange
Narcissistic freedom
That's what you won
Your mindset is demented
Fucking my friends for a bit of fun
You destroyed my trust
You broke my soul
Never to speak again
Leaving me in this hole
You promised you were different
And in a way you were
At least you didn't beat me
Even if that i would have been what i prefer.
The emotional guilt
Playing with...
#anger
#love
#hate
337 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
6th Mar 2019 7:07pm
6th Mar 2019 7:07pm
Hurts
Hurts.
Not knowing your place
Hurts.
Knowing your a problem.
Hurts.
Being manipulated.
Hurts.
I never learn from my msitakes.
Not knowing your place
Hurts.
Knowing your a problem.
Hurts.
Being manipulated.
Hurts.
I never learn from my msitakes.
#anger
#anxiety
#confusion
374 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
22nd Jul 2018 6:05pm
22nd Jul 2018 6:05pm
It doesn't Leave
Its been two long years
two years to heal.
recover some sort of mentality
happiness seems so real.
i used to write here everyday
mostly to stop my screams
now mind has cleared up
but death is haunting my dreams
i still think about it sometimes
the easy way to leave
just a few deep cuts and game over
you cant hide that with long sleeves.
i fight everyday to live
and im winning more and more
but here i am crying.
drunk and sprawled on the bathroom floor.
is this a weak moment?
or...
two years to heal.
recover some sort of mentality
happiness seems so real.
i used to write here everyday
mostly to stop my screams
now mind has cleared up
but death is haunting my dreams
i still think about it sometimes
the easy way to leave
just a few deep cuts and game over
you cant hide that with long sleeves.
i fight everyday to live
and im winning more and more
but here i am crying.
drunk and sprawled on the bathroom floor.
is this a weak moment?
or...
#sadness
#anxiety
#shame
#confusion
#emptiness
419 reads
1 Comment
EROTIC POEM
Published
26th Jan 2017 7:21pm
26th Jan 2017 7:21pm
alcohol Konsumtion Yearns for More
738 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Oct 2016 3:36pm
9th Oct 2016 3:36pm
Get out Of my Head. Im Better Now.
Sad, anxious, almost feeble
These feelings of mine sting like a needle.
I cant think i cant breath
When i speak to you
Im always on my fucking knees.
You destroyed, annoyed and employed plans to break my heart
You never once loved me
You hated me from the start
Fights, Lies, Tears, Cries
You made me think i was sick
Fists, Knives, Blood, Highs
Another knife in my back you will stick!
One text, all it takes
Just to remember all of our mistakes.
I never hit i never lied
I cheated once and emotionally died
...
These feelings of mine sting like a needle.
I cant think i cant breath
When i speak to you
Im always on my fucking knees.
You destroyed, annoyed and employed plans to break my heart
You never once loved me
You hated me from the start
Fights, Lies, Tears, Cries
You made me think i was sick
Fists, Knives, Blood, Highs
Another knife in my back you will stick!
One text, all it takes
Just to remember all of our mistakes.
I never hit i never lied
I cheated once and emotionally died
...
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DARK POEM
Published
4th Sep 2016 8:28pm
4th Sep 2016 8:28pm
fears and decisions.
So many thoughts
Flow through my mind
Constant flows of emotion
Peace my heart cant find
Dead dreams are my nightmares
The plans of what once was
All that pointless effort
All for a lost cause
Still up to my old tricks
Makes my stomach churn
Wishing i could fake it
Secretly hope for the world to burn
Im always on my knees
Bending to anothers will
I wish i was strong enough to controll it
To fight but not to kill
Im worried the day will come
Where i finally snap
Hurt someone that dosent deserve it...
Flow through my mind
Constant flows of emotion
Peace my heart cant find
Dead dreams are my nightmares
The plans of what once was
All that pointless effort
All for a lost cause
Still up to my old tricks
Makes my stomach churn
Wishing i could fake it
Secretly hope for the world to burn
Im always on my knees
Bending to anothers will
I wish i was strong enough to controll it
To fight but not to kill
Im worried the day will come
Where i finally snap
Hurt someone that dosent deserve it...
756 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
15th Nov 2015 1:36pm
15th Nov 2015 1:36pm
alone sucks
What can I say
What can I do
I feel all alone
Even in the room with you
All my friends
All my family
Don't care to help
Just leave just like you
I'm scared to try
I'm scared to love
Things are so hard
I need a sign from above
Please tell me I'm doing something right.
Please show me I'm not fighting a dead fight
What can I do
I feel all alone
Even in the room with you
All my friends
All my family
Don't care to help
Just leave just like you
I'm scared to try
I'm scared to love
Things are so hard
I need a sign from above
Please tell me I'm doing something right.
Please show me I'm not fighting a dead fight
614 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
1st Oct 2015 5:52pm
1st Oct 2015 5:52pm
insane
Not dead mentally
Only alive technically
That's the persona of insanity
Smile not cheerfull
Eyes not fearfull
Do not be fooled by mere vanity
Soft whispers "forever more, forever more"
Harsh cackles "never more, never more"
Spoken to no one but shadow
"my love come here"
"a knife is nothing to fear"
The insane live the longest dontcha know
Only alive technically
That's the persona of insanity
Smile not cheerfull
Eyes not fearfull
Do not be fooled by mere vanity
Soft whispers "forever more, forever more"
Harsh cackles "never more, never more"
Spoken to no one but shadow
"my love come here"
"a knife is nothing to fear"
The insane live the longest dontcha know
629 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
1st Oct 2015 2:10pm
1st Oct 2015 2:10pm
tolerate the intollerable
Head spinning mind crawling
How do i make my head stop?
Thoughts pumping brain thumping
I need to fucking stop
Bring on the whiskey, bring on the acid
Lets drop hard and just once be placid
Need to be calm
Need to be safe
I'm so close to snapping its no longer fun
This is for you and this is for me
Cause one more drink and I'm done.
How do i make my head stop?
Thoughts pumping brain thumping
I need to fucking stop
Bring on the whiskey, bring on the acid
Lets drop hard and just once be placid
Need to be calm
Need to be safe
I'm so close to snapping its no longer fun
This is for you and this is for me
Cause one more drink and I'm done.
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