Submissions by peaceLoveclouds
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Fly Blind
Fly blind through open doors, take kindly what is yours. Never look to even scores, just believe and the world is yours. Take on anything you can handle and beyond your level, don't worry about the demons, God can handle the devil. Focus on doing good, live life without judging,learn a new you and focus on what you're becoming. I'm usually unmotivated so I writes depressing lyrics, but what I'm expressing now is lifting my spirits. When you've been picked up and kicked down, you get used to losing, I'm not afraid to get told I'll fail kuzz I've already done it, but even the best fall and it's...
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Acceptance
I like the depression in my life
The evil in my words
The destruction in my mind
And my smile that seems kind
My love that seems patient.
My Heart that seems repaired.
My faith that seems strong.
My life that seems fair.
I like the dishonesty within my friends.
The lies they tell me.
The times they've failed me.
I like everything that comes to me.
The pain that stings like blisters on my skin.
The tears that burn the corners of my eyes, as I hold them in.
The breath I try to find that escapes me.
The smile I hide...
The evil in my words
The destruction in my mind
And my smile that seems kind
My love that seems patient.
My Heart that seems repaired.
My faith that seems strong.
My life that seems fair.
I like the dishonesty within my friends.
The lies they tell me.
The times they've failed me.
I like everything that comes to me.
The pain that stings like blisters on my skin.
The tears that burn the corners of my eyes, as I hold them in.
The breath I try to find that escapes me.
The smile I hide...
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time
Over time you will meet enemies who present themselves as friends.
over time you will meet boys who present themselves as men.
over time you will compare yourself with others not knowing that who you are is beautiful.
over time you will cry because no one seems to love you back, because of what you lack.
But you will grow and you will learn, and you will listen to what once went unheard.
over time you will meet boys who present themselves as men.
over time you will compare yourself with others not knowing that who you are is beautiful.
over time you will cry because no one seems to love you back, because of what you lack.
But you will grow and you will learn, and you will listen to what once went unheard.
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They Hide
They try to hide behind kind words and soft smiles.
They try to hide behind pleasing excuses they come up with right in time.
They try to hide behind cheesy pick up lines and lies that confuse us daily.
They try to hide from using contraceptives and yet don't want the babies.
They try to hide behind cheap gifts bought at the last minute and the pointless conversations of the future that are never finished.
They try to hide from deep love and mentions of a long term thing.
They try to hide from getting serious and eventually buying a ring.
Women like me stick...
They try to hide behind pleasing excuses they come up with right in time.
They try to hide behind cheesy pick up lines and lies that confuse us daily.
They try to hide from using contraceptives and yet don't want the babies.
They try to hide behind cheap gifts bought at the last minute and the pointless conversations of the future that are never finished.
They try to hide from deep love and mentions of a long term thing.
They try to hide from getting serious and eventually buying a ring.
Women like me stick...
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Death becomes us
why is that i'm frowning?
if only you knew the evil thoughts in my head,the thoughts of all of you dead.
what i dream up, what i gave up, how much of me i have to put aside to abide by your standards. it hurts but it only gets worse. its a curse i believe. everyone on their knees bowing to each other, killing one another, hating your mother and father.living lives of deceit, filled with billions that cheat to get ahead...how i wish you dead.
You, meaning society, you all are tiring and lying to me, not only to me but yourselves.
made up of cells and tissues and steaming with...
if only you knew the evil thoughts in my head,the thoughts of all of you dead.
what i dream up, what i gave up, how much of me i have to put aside to abide by your standards. it hurts but it only gets worse. its a curse i believe. everyone on their knees bowing to each other, killing one another, hating your mother and father.living lives of deceit, filled with billions that cheat to get ahead...how i wish you dead.
You, meaning society, you all are tiring and lying to me, not only to me but yourselves.
made up of cells and tissues and steaming with...
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with me you were winning(rap)
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My Heart
Everyone eats from my heart.
it leaves me feeling used and confused
and though I'm abused and mislead i keep sharing
no one hears my heart as its tearing
they rip it apart to be used for there own ways
this leaves me breathless and numb for days.
like a fool I sit there and lay lifelessly as they eat from me
steal life from me, steal love from me.
everyone eats from my heart.
they leave it a bloody crumpled mess
what a life I have laying sprawled out with an open chest.
is it my fault I'm crippled from giving too much
is it my fault for...
it leaves me feeling used and confused
and though I'm abused and mislead i keep sharing
no one hears my heart as its tearing
they rip it apart to be used for there own ways
this leaves me breathless and numb for days.
like a fool I sit there and lay lifelessly as they eat from me
steal life from me, steal love from me.
everyone eats from my heart.
they leave it a bloody crumpled mess
what a life I have laying sprawled out with an open chest.
is it my fault I'm crippled from giving too much
is it my fault for...
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To my Father
Abandoned is what they label me as.
Abandoned is what you made me.
I felt you missing, you were the hole in my heart, you never filled it
so now it's dark.
I cry sometimes because you weren't there.
I scream sometimes because you never tried to be.
It seems like you're running away from me,
Time goes by and there's no word,
I'm used to you're voice being unheard.
I travel through life wondering where you are, and why you aren't here to see the goodness in my heart.
I am the daughter you never saw grow,
I am the daughter that has your smile and your...
Abandoned is what you made me.
I felt you missing, you were the hole in my heart, you never filled it
so now it's dark.
I cry sometimes because you weren't there.
I scream sometimes because you never tried to be.
It seems like you're running away from me,
Time goes by and there's no word,
I'm used to you're voice being unheard.
I travel through life wondering where you are, and why you aren't here to see the goodness in my heart.
I am the daughter you never saw grow,
I am the daughter that has your smile and your...
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Blank
There are thoughts that travel through my mind,
but he is blind to them.
I become a blank slate only with him.
I walk around mindlessly following his every word
smiling even though my words go unheard.
only there to look pretty, but mentally unseen
Eventually ill become blank... and lose me
but he is blind to them.
I become a blank slate only with him.
I walk around mindlessly following his every word
smiling even though my words go unheard.
only there to look pretty, but mentally unseen
Eventually ill become blank... and lose me
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clouds
Clouds in the sky.
Clouds I blow out.
Many wont agree, or approve, but my green is freedom.
clouds in the sky.
clouds I blow out.
My words flow and im spaced out.
I think freely, words come freely.
clouds in the sky.
clouds i blow out.
no doubt it inspires me.
judge me for being a loner
judge me for being a stoner
clouds in the sky
clouds I blow out
Clouds I blow out.
Many wont agree, or approve, but my green is freedom.
clouds in the sky.
clouds I blow out.
My words flow and im spaced out.
I think freely, words come freely.
clouds in the sky.
clouds i blow out.
no doubt it inspires me.
judge me for being a loner
judge me for being a stoner
clouds in the sky
clouds I blow out
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Pieces of My Heart: Chapter Two
As I look at the very last piece of me, i think of the shattered ones left behind.
As i look at the very last piece of me I see it is mine.
As i look at the blood dripping, and feel the very last of me slipping...
I am taken away.
Anger becomes me, I hide the last piece of me and i fight.
I grow angrier with every strike.. dont beg...dont plead.
I grow angrier with every memory of what was me..
as i look at the very last piece of me.
As i look at the very last piece of me I see it is mine.
As i look at the blood dripping, and feel the very last of me slipping...
I am taken away.
Anger becomes me, I hide the last piece of me and i fight.
I grow angrier with every strike.. dont beg...dont plead.
I grow angrier with every memory of what was me..
as i look at the very last piece of me.
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Pieces of My Heart
A piece of me I give to you, that I have never given to another.
Not wanting only half of you in return, but the whole heart of you I earned.
I never forced my genuine care upon you, you sought it out, yet you push me away.
I stay.
I stay because I enjoy the way my heart bleeds with you.
I stay because my heart beats for you.
Now i drown in the blood that forever freely flows from it.
A piece of me I gave to you, because you took the others and smashed them.
piece by piece I give away, piece by piece I break away.
Piece by piece...and yet I still stay.
Not wanting only half of you in return, but the whole heart of you I earned.
I never forced my genuine care upon you, you sought it out, yet you push me away.
I stay.
I stay because I enjoy the way my heart bleeds with you.
I stay because my heart beats for you.
Now i drown in the blood that forever freely flows from it.
A piece of me I gave to you, because you took the others and smashed them.
piece by piece I give away, piece by piece I break away.
Piece by piece...and yet I still stay.
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