Submissions by paroxysm
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
An unconventional, unorthodox creature. Finds solace in the antitwilight arch & the time of day when everything's Grey.
SELF POEM
Published
3rd Aug 2024 6:52pm
3rd Aug 2024 6:52pm
STIDPTGTW
"Give her my heart until the day it gives out,"
Angels watch nights like these, sombre thoughts when he demons scream,
unjust in actions sometimes when made to take "their" last breath,
I meant this message to he seems specific when any person can "get it"
he demons scream, my thoughts sparse, indifferent and distant,
pondering universes and sacred geometry feels mundane and childish when hunger pangs set in, to be alive is just continue breathing.?
past's future bleeds into present and my ego trip sings it's worth, ...
Angels watch nights like these, sombre thoughts when he demons scream,
unjust in actions sometimes when made to take "their" last breath,
I meant this message to he seems specific when any person can "get it"
he demons scream, my thoughts sparse, indifferent and distant,
pondering universes and sacred geometry feels mundane and childish when hunger pangs set in, to be alive is just continue breathing.?
past's future bleeds into present and my ego trip sings it's worth, ...
#anxiety
#confusion
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SELF POEM
Published
30th May 2023 2:08pm
30th May 2023 2:08pm
Ode to sleep
until my demise...
i'll write a story in vivid picture
as forgotten dreams turn to lies,
bury my face in cotton candy clouds,
...see that razzz Clap like thunder,
then I take off as doves do to flight
Always high...less enthused to her realness...(life)
Killed the child but she still won't throw it back for a nigga..."such is life"
why the fuck did I write this...
An Ode to sleep when my demons call,
Wrote a story, withered picture..
Until my demise... maybe rule his world?
i'll write a story in vivid picture
as forgotten dreams turn to lies,
bury my face in cotton candy clouds,
...see that razzz Clap like thunder,
then I take off as doves do to flight
Always high...less enthused to her realness...(life)
Killed the child but she still won't throw it back for a nigga..."such is life"
why the fuck did I write this...
An Ode to sleep when my demons call,
Wrote a story, withered picture..
Until my demise... maybe rule his world?
#shadows
#fate
#responsibility
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SELF POEM
Published
24th May 2023 11:47am
24th May 2023 11:47am
me and the mirror,... * listens to Lapalux
and my tears i tried to hide em
but its easy because I haven't cried yet
free falling into a high as I die next
no better truth as the sweet lies i often digest
but its easy because I haven't cried yet
free falling into a high as I die next
no better truth as the sweet lies i often digest
#regret
#grief
#emptiness
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
19th May 2023 1:06pm
19th May 2023 1:06pm
Sorbet
Sun kissed & burnt lips, intrinsic is it?
how Nikki's last breath left my chest still dreaming of me? finally...
eyes like a mirage of naked dancers, dancing beckon calls, still to me,
Can't swim then thankfully, falls in oceans of luscious brown calling Father see Oh Holy wet folds drift he in peace,..
Booty calls alas to no applause for all I ask is, everything he is,... Right now I'm yours, pink that feeds me life like rabbits to divine fodder and it never ends, holding on for dear life
when her's intertwines with mine
falling deeper am I,...
how Nikki's last breath left my chest still dreaming of me? finally...
eyes like a mirage of naked dancers, dancing beckon calls, still to me,
Can't swim then thankfully, falls in oceans of luscious brown calling Father see Oh Holy wet folds drift he in peace,..
Booty calls alas to no applause for all I ask is, everything he is,... Right now I'm yours, pink that feeds me life like rabbits to divine fodder and it never ends, holding on for dear life
when her's intertwines with mine
falling deeper am I,...
#romantic
#FeelingLost
#crush #bittersweet
#crush #bittersweet
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SELF POEM
Published
15th Aug 2022 7:27am
15th Aug 2022 7:27am
Pretty Boy Problems
What's riddled full of passion and doesn't speak,
Head's under the sun yet can't stop but pondered if it's me who fucked up...
What we could've have been, yet chose not to forego it,
Could've been beautiful, this mess we both are
Like super nova's bursting beats my heart,
Yearning and I know we never will be... Its cool
Head's under the sun yet can't stop but pondered if it's me who fucked up...
What we could've have been, yet chose not to forego it,
Could've been beautiful, this mess we both are
Like super nova's bursting beats my heart,
Yearning and I know we never will be... Its cool
#love
#regret
#confusion
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
13th Aug 2022 00:13am
13th Aug 2022 00:13am
09/08/2022
Talking the talk that slaves are afraid to live
How much does a dollar really cost? (vanity)
Systematic, self-distruction perpetual propaganda in the masses,.. Now time to kill the "man" I thought I once was,...
Praying to the "Father" felling possibly neglected like my very own,..
Mama...
rehearsed talking alot to the cealing,
preserving what was God not believing in my self,
Mama..
screaming in silence, screaming while silent
symbolisim of things that maybe don't matter
Mama...
Heavenly momma guide me to the place where...
How much does a dollar really cost? (vanity)
Systematic, self-distruction perpetual propaganda in the masses,.. Now time to kill the "man" I thought I once was,...
Praying to the "Father" felling possibly neglected like my very own,..
Mama...
rehearsed talking alot to the cealing,
preserving what was God not believing in my self,
Mama..
screaming in silence, screaming while silent
symbolisim of things that maybe don't matter
Mama...
Heavenly momma guide me to the place where...
#mother
#family
#responsibility
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
31st Jul 2022 9:48am
31st Jul 2022 9:48am
Greyscapes
Beauty in the gray that cascades off my window sill,
realised my place with the birds, my place in the sky,
attempted taking flight, exhumed having already died inside,
...cycle of perpetual, propaganda, posed threats to fragile perception....
Idk, this weather makes me feel better
realised my place with the birds, my place in the sky,
attempted taking flight, exhumed having already died inside,
...cycle of perpetual, propaganda, posed threats to fragile perception....
Idk, this weather makes me feel better
#emotions
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SELF POEM
Published
15th Oct 2021 8:44pm
15th Oct 2021 8:44pm
Pāro
Steady lurking,...
Misconstrued purpose...
A Hitman with a semi strapped
like I'm Worth it
but I ain't worth.. poo
The nail that sticks out gets hammered down
"Curing," the loose screws or better yet decapitate the fucker with a buck or two shots, STILL of no use, like resurgence of the whole wuw wuwuw... c1zqw8ov4etgxta FUCK!!!
....trying to kill him but what's the point
I'm my own worst enemy yet acting like a victim without a voice,
Self hatred... Man honestly, fuck this shit & fuck you(Me) too
Misconstrued purpose...
A Hitman with a semi strapped
like I'm Worth it
but I ain't worth.. poo
The nail that sticks out gets hammered down
"Curing," the loose screws or better yet decapitate the fucker with a buck or two shots, STILL of no use, like resurgence of the whole wuw wuwuw... c1zqw8ov4etgxta FUCK!!!
....trying to kill him but what's the point
I'm my own worst enemy yet acting like a victim without a voice,
Self hatred... Man honestly, fuck this shit & fuck you(Me) too
#confusion
#hypocrisy
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ANGER POEM
Published
19th Aug 2020 8:17pm
19th Aug 2020 8:17pm
Thoughts lost to time
3.55pm
Sometime last year
(dwells too much on the past)
birthed the "ultimate" form of blasphemy,
don't need church to tell me how to converse,
rehearsed talking alot to the cealing,
preserving what was God not believing
in Myself without a reason,...
Sometime last year
(dwells too much on the past)
birthed the "ultimate" form of blasphemy,
don't need church to tell me how to converse,
rehearsed talking alot to the cealing,
preserving what was God not believing
in Myself without a reason,...
#TimeHeals
#confusion
#bittersweet
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FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
14th Feb 2019 00:08am
14th Feb 2019 00:08am
K1 (lady mysterious)
where thoughts become verbal alchemy
woke up drifting on the Mediterranean sea
Dreaming of a queen not so mysterious
while my mind wondered into the realm delirious
a vision of breathtaking beauty was carved into my memory
her smile, I almost forgot how beautiful your smile is,
her bright crescent moon as amazing as the star-studded sky above us
satin draipees before my eyelids, closed
lines that intertwine creating devin shapes
a dream that engulfed my being, froze
as her majesty's sunset afterglow, ...
woke up drifting on the Mediterranean sea
Dreaming of a queen not so mysterious
while my mind wondered into the realm delirious
a vision of breathtaking beauty was carved into my memory
her smile, I almost forgot how beautiful your smile is,
her bright crescent moon as amazing as the star-studded sky above us
satin draipees before my eyelids, closed
lines that intertwine creating devin shapes
a dream that engulfed my being, froze
as her majesty's sunset afterglow, ...
#love
#beauty
#universe
#luck
#temptation
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Jan 2019 7:05pm
2nd Jan 2019 7:05pm
Cigerattes
I understand now,
It halters converging thoughts
As these Brain cells decay,
Sometimes I too just like to fade away
I get it, ever since daddy left
I always seemed to miss him less
But now we have a lotta debt
That debt being this pain,
I see it when I look into the portals of your eyes
I resemble him alotta so when you look at me you cry, sometimes,
I'll try to be a better man I promise
Trying to chase these checks to settle all the homage
I need a cigarette...
It halters converging thoughts
As these Brain cells decay,
Sometimes I too just like to fade away
I get it, ever since daddy left
I always seemed to miss him less
But now we have a lotta debt
That debt being this pain,
I see it when I look into the portals of your eyes
I resemble him alotta so when you look at me you cry, sometimes,
I'll try to be a better man I promise
Trying to chase these checks to settle all the homage
I need a cigarette...
#grief
#TimeHeals
#frustration
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LOVE POEM
Published
30th Nov 2018 2:15pm
30th Nov 2018 2:15pm
Antitwilight arch
as the day begins a new
love supposedly faithful and true
nightfall dawning abruptly
like a dagger to the chest
so unexpectedly
through the murk of lurched night
my bleeding heart glows
as the radiant sun's light
Never extinguished...
even when clouds appear
love supposedly faithful and true
nightfall dawning abruptly
like a dagger to the chest
so unexpectedly
through the murk of lurched night
my bleeding heart glows
as the radiant sun's light
Never extinguished...
even when clouds appear
#love
#rejection
#forgiveness
#heartbroken
#confusion
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