Submissions by oceaneyes (KayLa Marie)

I live without you
I love without you...
I know your name
Ive tasted you...bitter and poisonous...
You do not control me
You do not have hold of me...
I am not ashamed of you
Yet I will not speak of you...
You may come from some of my choices
You may be found while other's speak my name...
But as for me I am not afraid..
You do not haunt me anymore.

I wish I had one last chance, to make my life right, I have turned out the light in my life, And he meant so much to me, but, now here I sit, In a cold and lonely place, I wish he were here, once again by my side, Sitting right beside me, to help me through to the end, My very best friend. I've given him up, never to find him again, I just wish, I had one last chance, to make him stay. Until that day comes, I'll sit by myself, Useless and in pain, Unless he comes back to me, My last words will be "Dark Prince Forgive me."

It's cold and dark inside my heart,
I think my world is falling apart,
I feel the cold, it cuts right through,
especially when I think of you.
Inside my mind, I sit and cry,
inside my room, I wait to die,
the blood rushing from my vein,
if only you could feel my pain.
Your heart was cold, your soul was black,
I never thought I'd want you back,
the hurt you caused was so intense,
but I haven't been the same since.
I feel my heartbeat fade into the night,
I know that taking my life is not right,
But I feel it's all I've left...

In you eyes I see my future,
where i used to see lies,
I now see my happiness,
but only when i look into your eyes.
In your eyes I am set free,
forever in your arms,
that is where i need to be,
this is where i am when i look into your eyes
In your eyes i see us forever,
just answer a question,
will we always be together,
Or am i seeing lies when i look into your eyes?

Wrote this poem when I was 14 years old.